mouth. His hands push the waistband of my jeans and my briefs from my hips and down over my ass, taking them only to mid-thigh before I hear his zipper lower and his hard wet cock slaps against my lower back.
I hear him tear the foil of a condom wrapper open and feel him wrap it over his solid length, and then hear the pop of a lid as he opens the lube.
I watch over my shoulder as his smears the liquid over his latex covered cock, then dribbles it down my ass cheeks to my hole. The feel of his cock between the cheeks of my ass makes me moan and push back against him, grinding against his hips.
“Fuck Nico! What the fuck has got into you? Not that I’m complaining.” His rough calloused fingers pull my cheeks apart and with a less than graceful shove, his cock suddenly sinks balls deep inside me, impaling me.
”Fuuuck!” The muscles at the entrance to my ass are screaming at me, but it feels so damn painfully good I ignore the sting of pain and push back against Lyle. “Again! Again! Fuck I want it harder!”
I know I’m punishing myself for no reason, but just to have this one thing back under my control gives me a kind of relief. Lyle takes heed of my words and in seconds my ass is being pounded. I can tell from his grunts and moans that it won’t take him long to finish, his balls are slapping against me so hard. I know it won’t happen for me. I know I will have to wait until I’m alone in my shower or my bed before I succumb to the feeling of relief, of happiness. Although I relive the act it’s never with the man who’s just fucked me, in my head for just a few moments I’m back with Ryan.
My head comes back into the zone when I feel his arms wrap tightly around my waist, then his body stiffens. I feel his cock lengthen and harden further inside me before he fills the condom with his cum, shouting out loud. His sweaty forehead rests between my shoulder blades while he gets his breathing back under control. I just want the fucker off me.
Seconds later Lyle pulls out of my back passage making me wince as my delicate skin tugs against the condom. “Shit Nico, let’s take this through to the bedroom. I’ve got plenty more of that to come y’know.” His eyebrows twitch making me feel even cheaper.
“Sorry Lyle, I’ve just remembered there’s a guy I need to see, can I take a rain check?” I don’t let him know that the man I need to see is in another state. I finally realize that the emptiness in all the crazy that is my life, is because the only man I need in it is the man I have no right to claim.
“Whatever dude, it’s your loss.” I know I’ve offended Lyle but since I never plan on being fucked by him again I can’t find it in me to care. Pulling my briefs and my pants back up over my now stinging ass, I turn back to the front door, grateful that we never made it out of the hallway. “Thanks Lyle. Be seeing you.” I step through the door into the cold, dark corridor and head off back down the stairs.
I make it quickly back to my car and head home. I walk into the sight of Troy and his friends squabbling and messing over the Xbox and controllers. I forget how young he is sometimes, for him to have aged so much because of the loss of his life partner. I’m happy to see him having fun.
Inside my room I grab a bag and start to pack, I don’t know how long I’ll be away. This may be the shortest trip I’ve made; I may not even make it to the reunion. There’s a strong chance I could be told to fuck off and not come back, but I may be able to at least explain before I leave. In my wildest, barely dare to imagine dreams he welcomes me back. I don’t expect that to happen in real life though, I’m pretty sure he has moved on, ten years is a damn long time.
My laptop, iPad and all the chargers and leads get packed along with enough clothes for a week. That should be enough, anything else can be bought. Wash bag and all that shit get added and lastly some running shoes and shorts