before Cole turns that stony gaze on me for being idle. Though he might have feelings for me, heâs our leader, first and foremost. And this is my family. I wonât let them down.
While Lev and Cole sort through the supplies and Kyle hangs back, probably sensing his outsider status, I grab a paper cup from the motelâs coffeemaker and fill it with water. Once I have water boiling for sterilization, I check the time. The rest of my unitâthe ones who made the escape with us and Kyleâhave been gone only fifteen minutes since dropping us off, but it feels like ages. I donât like being separated when weâre so vulnerable. Some people had to go shopping, however, and the rest of us needed to take care of Summer.
She rests her head against the pillows as Lev arranges the gauze, tweezers and other supplies on the nightstand. âLev, no offense, but are you sure you should be the one to remove the bullet? You donât have the steadiest hands.â
Lev looks offended for a second, then shrugs. âMaybe not.â
âSev should do it,â Cole says.
I frown at him. âIâm not HY1-Seven anymore. Iâm Sophia.â
âSorry, habit,â he mumbles, then he gestures to Summer.
âI can help.â Kyle removes the cup of boiling water from the coffeepot. âI have first-aid training.â
Cole crosses his arms. âWe all have field medical training, far more than you, Iâm sure. Arenât you a mutant? What do you need medical training for?â
A muscle in Kyleâs cheek twitches. âJust because I can heal myself doesnât mean I didnât care to learn how to help other people. I was planning on being a doctor before you guys exposed my existence. You know, that means my goal was to keep people alive, not kill them like the rest of you were trained to do.â
I raise my hands, unable to take it anymore. âStop. Just stop. Can we focus? Cole, why me?â
Heâs always singled me out. I used to think it was because he considered me the weakest member of our unit and thought I needed to be protected. Now I know I misinterpreted him, but still. Iâm not the best at medical stuff. Itâs simply too bad that the people in our unit who do excel in medical training are stuck at the RedZone camp. We didnât have time to convince them to run away with us.
Lev is doing his best with the boiling water and rubbing alcohol to disinfect everything. âBecause as Summer pointed out, Iâve never had the steadiest hands in our group.â
âAnd youâll likely be gentler than me,â Cole says.
I have my doubts about that, but maybe Coleâs referring to the recent way Iâve been rebelling against the violent whatever-must-be-done attitude thatâs been drilled into us. He doesnât approve.
Or maybe, just maybe, heâs trying to keep me from being near Kyle a while longer.
Summer smiles at me, but her face is pale and shiny with perspiration. The bandage on her arm has turned pink with her blood. âYouâll do great. Someone just get this damn thing out of me.â
âWill do.â What else can I say? Iâve never extracted a bullet from a living person before. But then, the number of things Iâve never done before yet have charged full speed ahead into doing anyway in the last few weeks is astounding. That Iâm not dead yet is a testament to RedZoneâs sadistic training.
I dump my uniform jacket on a rickety chair and go into the bathroom to scrub up. When I return, Cole has taken Summerâs hand again, on her good side, and Lev has the supplies ready. Kyle stands off by himself, alternately watching Summer and keeping an eye on the pile of guns thatâs been dumped on the table. Theyâre proof that weâve all been better trained at killing than healing, as he said.
He lobs me a small smile as I meet his eyes. I try to return it, to take it as a sign
Leon M. Lederman, Christopher T. Hill