ask you what you know about me.â
She looked at him with a rather piteous vagueness. Her mind was so full of Jim that it was very difficult to think about anyone else. For the moment, Basil Stevens was as impersonal to her as the telegraph boy who brings a message of disaster.
He repeated his question.
âWhat do you know about me, Miss Cameron?â
She forced herself to considerâbecause he would not ask her such a thing unless it had somehow a bearing upon what was happening to Jim. She said in a hesitating way,
âI donât know..⦠I met you at the Harrisonsâ.⦠Youâre an engineer, arenât you?â
He nodded.
âAn engineer may have connections with many countries. I have connections with Russia. Did you know that?â
Laura said, âNo.â
Her hands lay in her lap; they held one another tightly. Her eyes looked steadily at Basil Stevens.
âHow have you heardâthisâabout Jim?â
He shrugged his shoulders very slightly.
âI have just told you that I have a connection with Russia.â
A little colour sprang into her cheeks.
âHow do you knowâthat is true?â
A curious look passed over his face.
âMy dear Miss Cameron, I should certainly not have come to you with a piece of hearsay gossip.â
âHow can you prove it?â
He put his hand into an inner pocket and took out a pocket-book, which he laid upon his knee. Very deliberately he opened it and took out an envelope, which he handed to Laura.
She took it, and sat there looking at it. It was a square white envelope with her name written on it in a strange hand: âMiss Laura Cameronââjust that and nothing more.
âWhat is it?â she said in a bewildered voice.
âThere is a letter from Mackenzie inside.â
Lauraâs hand tightened on the letter.
âItâs not his writing.â
âThe letter is inside. He was allowed to write to you, butââhe shrugged againââthey donât supply envelopes in prison.â
Very slowly Laura tore open the envelope. She tore it without looking at it, and, still without looking, she drew out the enclosure. Then her eyes went to itâquickly. It was a letter, and it was from Jim, but it was written in a pencil scrawl on a crumpled half sheet. She saw her name, and the words that followed it: âLauraâtheyâre letting me say good-bye.â And then she couldnât see any more, because there was a darkness between her and the page. She looked up, her eyes wide, and remained like that whilst she drew half a dozen difficult breaths.
Basil Stevens got up and walked to the window, where he stood with his back to her, looking out at the fog.
When Laura could see again, she went on reading Jim Mackenzieâs letter:
âThey are letting me say good-bye. Iâm to be shot to-morrow. It will be over by the time you get this. Iâm making you unhappy, and Iâm cursing myself for it. I hope you wonât be unhappy for longer than you can help. I donât want you to be unhappy about me. Youâve made me gloriously happy. I didnât know that there was anyone like you in the world. Weâve loved each other very much. No oneâs going to take that away from me. You know how much I love you. I canât say the things that I would like to sayâI canât get them into words. I donât want you to wear black for me and be unhappy. Good-bye, my darling.
Your
Jim.â
CHAPTER III
Laura sat for a long time with the letter in her hand. The words had left the paper and were in her heart. She could hear Jimâs voice saying them to her. It said them over and over again. It went on and on.
Then there was a movement by the window. Basil Stevens returned to his chair.
Laura came back. She stopped hearing Jimâs voice, and she saw her own hand with the letter in it, and, a little farther down, the folds of her silver
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