gasping, wheezing noise. It sounds like when Amelia has an asthma attack. Itâs Lily. Sheâs doubled over as if she canât breathe. When Amelia sounds like that she has to have her puffer fast . If it was her wheezing like this she might die because we donât have a puffer and weâd have to carry her all the way down the mountain before we could take her to a hospital. Iâm so scared Iâm almost having trouble breathing too. âKeep calm,â says Scott. âItâs just the altitude  â thereâs not much oxygen in the air so you need to breathe more to get it.â Lily glares at him as if she wants to scream. Then she collapses onto the ground. Scott sits down beside her. âTake some deep breaths: nice and full. If you donât feel better weâll go down  â youâll be okay as soon as weâre lower again.â Lily goes on wheezing and glaring. âItâs stupid to get this far . . . and not go to the top!â âWhatâs stupid is going on when your bodyâs telling you not to. Enjoying the day is what matters, not reaching the summit.â Which we all know is a lie; no one ever says that someone had a wonderful day almost climbing Everest or Mt McKinley, and they wouldnât say it about this mountain just because itâs not as tall and doesnât have a name. Lily stops wheezing, but sheâs still hunched over, breathing deep like he told her. âYou and Raven can go on and Iâll wait here.â âOkay!â âWeâre not leaving your sister alone on the mountain!â Scott snaps. âWe do this as a family or not at all.â âIt doesnât matter,â Lily mutters. Sheâs wiping her eyes with the back of her hand, and suddenly I feel it inside me: how much she wants to get to the top, and how much she hates being the one stopping us. Itâs probably even worse for her because sheâs not used to the being the one who does things wrong. âThe bears were better than getting to the top,â I  say. Then Scott pulls out the snack bags, and Lily feels better again after the dried fruit. Weâre going on. The last bit up to the head is so steep itâs nearly a cliff. Scrambling up it really is proper mountain climbing. Itâs nearly as good as riding, except for no horses. I pull myself up onto the bottom lip. The cliff side is hollowed out so the trail goes deep under the big beaky rock of the mountainâs nose. I wave down at Lily and Scott. Scottâs stopped to tighten his bootlace; I think heâs taking rests for Lily. âNot too far ahead!â he shouts. âDonât go out of sight!â Weâre nearly there; I can hardly go out of sight for more than a minute  â and for once in my life, Iâm going to do something before my big sister. I wave back, and race along the ledge under the overhanging lip of rock.
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2:23 FRIDAY AFTERNOON Iâm alone on top of the world. Thatâs why I scrambled up the mountainâs face as fast as I could. I door-climbed up the steep crack beside the nose, jamming my arms and legs against the sides. Scott showed us how to do that before he and Mum even got married. I didnât know Iâd get to do it on a mountain. The eyebrow ridge was pretty flat so there was snow on it, but after that the trail curved around to the top and got really steep again. I had to stop to get my breath a few times. Then I came around another bend  â and I was on the top of the mountain. I donât know anyone else whoâs climbed a mountain, except Scott. I didnât even know the word summit till last week! The highest hill in Cottonwood Bluffs is the toboggan run in the park. And Iâve done it before my sister. Lily and Scott were still on the cliff below the lip when I waved to them again from the eyebrow ridge. Itâll take them a while to get up