to tell you, turning into a wolf is a very painful experience for a human, and we need to get you prepared for it.”
This woman is several bricks shy of a full load. Me…turn into a wolf? Yeah, right. “Just please give me a phone and I’ll get out of here. Then you can go back to whatever life this is you have going on.” And leave me out of it. I have a shit time believing that instead of two legs I will have four. That’s just not possible.
“After you change, if you choose to go home, we will give you a phone and whatever else you need, but you have to stay here until you change.”
She must really be controlling my emotions, because I should be freaking the fuck out right about now, yet here I am, just sitting here taking it all in like a dumbass. “I can’t stay here. I have work and parents. They will be worried about me.” Well, not my parents, but my co-workers will be.
“We’ll take care of that,” Lily says calmly.
“How?” How can she just brush this off?
“You don’t need to worry, just know that our beta will be take care of everything.”
She pauses and I jump in. “So, let me get this straight. I’m going to turn into a wolf, it’s going to hurt like a bitch, you and whoever is here are going to help me. You won’t let me call anyone until the change is over and then I can go back to my life. One problem with that. I don’t want anything to do with changing into a wolf,” I try to scream the last part, but am not allowed. I’m controlled, and this is starting to piss me off more. Am I actually believing what this woman said, that I’m going to turn into a wolf? I can’t believe I’m even entertaining this idea. It’s preposterous.
Isn’t it?
“We’re the Raber wolves. Our alpha is Xavier and he runs everything to do with our pack,” she says, avoiding my comments.
The blood drains from my face and instant cold hits. Wolf pack? Did she just say wolf pack? “You…” I stammer. “You’re a wolf?” How did this not click earlier? I even heard her say the pack doctor and it didn’t register. Fear slices through my gut with a sharp knife. They aren’t going to hurt me, are they?
“Yes, I am.”
Holy shit. “Holy shit. I want to go home.” I rise, feeling a bit dizzy just as a slight calm floods me.
“After you change.”
“How do you know I will change?” I hope this…wolf is ready to answer a shit load of questions because I’ve got them. “There is no reason to think that I would become a wolf. How does that even happen? I’ve seen it in horror movies but never thought it was real.” Yes, I’m rambling. I know this and at the moment, I don’t give a shit!
“The amount of bites you have. With only one or two, the chances of changing are slim because the wolves’ saliva really won’t penetrate your bloodstream. But with the severity of your bites, I have no doubt.” Lily is so damn put together and refined, making it ten times harder for her to be the nut I want to think she is. Could she be right? What the hell did those wolves do to me?
“What happens during this change?” Information is the key. That’s what Grams always taught me. I need a phone so I can call her. She’ll know if this is really true or not. She always knows everything.
“We don’t turn humans. We have strict rules on that, but as in the human world, not everyone follows those rules. I’ve seen it twice in my two hundred years and both times, it wasn’t pretty. First, we need to feed you. You need your strength and will burn a lot of calories in a short period of time. Your body will heat to the point of boiling then you’ll have cold shivers. Your libido will be out of control, but no worries there because there is one hot wolf that will help you out in that department. When you finally change over, your bones will break and crack. You will physically turn into a wolf.”
“Holy shit,” I whisper. Fear tightens my gut then releases just as fast. She can’t be
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