thought I saw his pickup in the parking lot at the restaurant, but Jasmin said I was being paranoid,â Mark went on. âThen I saw the headlights behind us out on the coastal road.â
âWait . . .â I said, from behind the arms Iâd flung up to protect my face from the dead bouquets being hurled in my direction. âWhat?â
But it was too late. Far, far too late. Too late for Mark and Jasmin, too late for Zack, and maybe too late for me, too.
âWhy wonât anyone listen to me?â Mark demanded. âHe had his brights on, but I still recognized that stupid souped-Âup monster truck of his. He was going way over the speed limit, which was forcing me to go over the speed limit, too. And you know thereâs that lane closure just past Rocky Creek BridgeâÂâ
I felt my stomach lurch. I had seen this on the news.
I had seen a lot on the news.
The problem was, Iâd listened to it. Iâd believed it. Me, the girl whose kind the media insist donât exist. Why would I believe anything they said?
âMark,â I said. Clouds scudded across what had earlier been a clear night sky, which was odd, because the weather app on my phone hadnât said a word about rain. Thunder rumbled, and suddenly, in addition to flowers, I was being pelted with hard, stinging rain. âAre you sureâÂ?â
âWhat do you mean, am I sure?â he snapped. âYeah, Iâm sure. Iâm telling you, it was him. I donât remember what happened after that, but ever since I woke up, Iâve been watching him put flowers on my girlâs grave.â
This was not good. This was not good at all. âMarkâÂâ
âAnd now youâre telling me everyone thinks I killed her, and that heâs some kind of saint, and I need to move on?â
I swallowed, using my arms to shield my head from the pouring rain. âOkay, look,â I said. âI wasnât aware of all of the facts in the case until recently, Mark. But now that I am, why donât we take some time to re-Âevaluate the situation andâÂâ
âTake some time to re-Âevaluate the situation?â Mark echoed. He was in tears, and I didnât blame him. I felt like crying myself. âNo thanks. Now that you told me whatâs really going on, I think I have a better proposal. And it sure as hell isnât that I should move on, or take some time to re-Âevaluate the situation.â
âMark,â I yelled. I had to yell in order to be heard over the thunder and rain. âDonât. Seriously. Donât do anything you might regret. If what youâre telling me is true, then you have a really good chance right now of joining Jasmin, wherever she is. But if you do what I think youâre about to do, youâre going to lose that chance forever. Come with me instead. Iâll help you cross over, and then Iâll take care of this Zack person. Thatâs my job, not yours. You really donât want toâÂâ
But it was too late. In a swirl of tears and rain and rose petals, he was gone.
And I was screwed.
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Cuatro
W HEN I GOT back to my dorm that night, it was bedlam, and not just because of the sudden âsuper cellâ that had swept into the tri-Âcounty area, soaking me to the bone and causing flash flooding on roads throughout Monterey Bay.
It was also because there was a man in my room.
Did I mention that I live in an all-Âgirl dorm? Probably not, because itâs too embarrassing. It wasnât my idea, believe me. It was my stepdadâs.
I guess I lucked out in some ways despite my alleged âgift,â since even though my birth dad died when I was little, the guy my mom married back when I was in high school (and for whom she moved across the country, dragging me from Brooklyn, NY, to Carmel, CA, when I was sixteen), turned out to be pretty decent.
Upside: Andy adores my mom, has his