please, Budz ainât checkinâ for you.â Sierra laughed before taking a pull from the blunt.
âDonât hate âcause he turned yoâ funky-ass pussy down.â I laughed too, knowing good and well Budz wasnât thinking about me for real.
âOoooh, she cracked yoâ chin,â Nikki instigated.
Nikki and Sierra were my girls and even though they were three years older than me we still had a bond that couldnât be broken. Nikki was short with naturally nappy hair that she kept in braids and weaves so much her follicles were shy around the edges. She had a caramel-colored complexion, and was somewhat overweight from having her kids back to back. What made Nikki attractive to niggas was she was a freak and down for whatever, or so Iâd heard. My girl Sierra was busted but loyal. She was tall and had a gangly build. The prettiest thing about Sierra was her long, pretty hair that she wore in a wrap. She was high yellow with hazel eyes. Sierra was always talking âbout who she was gonâ get on with but all she ever did was sit âround and smoke and drink. She was an only child with a heroin addict for a mother who didnât give a fuck about her; thatâs why she spent so much time at Nikkiâs house. Nikki was more like family than a friend to her. Sierra really didnât have a choice but to be at Nikkiâs though; every other month their utilities was getting cut off âcause her momma was steady shooting the bill money up in her arms. My momma always said I hung around basic, ordinary bitches âcause that was the only way I could stand out. My own momma was a hater, she just didnât know Iâma stand out no matter who I was with.
âBitch, shut up and go in that nasty house of yours and get us a cup of Kool-Aid. Shit itâs hot as fuck out here,â Sierra said wiping the sweat from her brow.
âIt sure is,â I agreed as we sat out on the front porch in the smoldering sun for hours watching niggas ride up and down the street.
âI donât got nothinâ to drink in there. You welcome to some faucet water.â Nikki laughed before passing the blunt to me.
âBitch, I donât want no water.â Sierra frowned.
âLetâs walk to the corner store and get a pop,â I suggested after I stopped coughing.
âGimme that blunt.â Sierra laughed taking it from my hand. âYou donât know a damn thang about smokinâ weed. I donât even know why we let you smoke witâ us.â
âIâm hip.â Nikki laughed too.
âShut up and letâs go to the store.â I smiled.
âI donât got nobody to watch my kids,â Nikki said, not feeling like toting three toddlers down to the store.
âWell give me yoâ food stamp card and Iâll bring you back somethinâ to drink,â I looked over at Nikki and said.
âShit, bitch, itâs the end of the month. I donât got nothinâ on my card,â Nikki said.
âIf you quit sellinâ âem to the weed man, you would have some food stamps at the end of the month.â Sierra laughed.
âPuhleese, you know a bitch gots ta get high,â Nikki replied.
âWell gimme some money then,â I said, shaking my head.
âStank, bring Mommy her purse,â Nikki yelled into the house at her three-year-old daughter.
Sierra and I waited impatiently for Nikkiâs daughter to bring her purse.
âShit, whatâs takinâ her so long? Iâm thirsty,â Sierra huffed.
âStank, bring me my damn purse,â Nikki hollered again.
âFuck it, I got some money, what you want to drink?â I asked not being able to take it any longer. I needed something to drink and fast.
âSee if Lenny will let you buy a Four Loco,â Nikki said.
âDamn, bitch, I only got five dollaâs; how much they cost?â I asked.
âI donât know,â