herself. Timy would look at her body and eat his heart out. Or maybe he liked fat. dark girls. She had to know.
A little later, she went down and out of the store. Shutzey wasnât outside, but she walked down the street hoping that she would meet him. But what she would do if she met him, she didnât know.
O N THE same street, across from Meyerâs cigar store, and two houses from the corner, Shutzey had his place; in a brownstone three-story house, which he owned. That will give you an idea about Shutzeyâthirty-five thousand dollars of real estate, clear. Top to bottom, he furnished it himself. And you wouldnât know it was a house, because on the outside it was just as quiet and respectable as any other place on the street.
Shutzey treated his whores right. Inside the front door, just as you entered, was the parlor, and behind that two sitting rooms, one in blue and one in yellow. Some of the girls lived upstairs, but not all of them; some had their own homes, and some had families, like Mary White. And some had husbands.
But Shutzeyâs place was always clean. The girls liked to sit in their kimonos in the parlor, smoke and talk; and they didnât have to walk the streets. Sometimes they stood on. the corner with Shutzey, but that wasnât street-walking. And he never sent them out to Coney Island, or up on the Drive when the ships came in, the way some of the pimps did.
There were four or five girls in the parlor; they were full of smiles for Timy.
âLay off,â he commanded.
âItâs on the house, Timy.â
âSure.â
âWhy donât yu give us a break, Timy?â
âItâs Park Avenue or nothinâ fur him.â
âLay off!â
âAwright, girlsâthatâs enough,â Shutzey told them. He looked them over carefully, as if he had never seen any of them before, flicked the ashes from his cigar, and squinted; he called one over.
âMinnie!â
Timy shook his head. He slapped her buttocks; then he shook his head again.
âGet Mary White,â Shutzey said, âanâ the rest of yu clear out.â
When she walked in, she smiled, too. You had to, because Timy was a big man. He could make anyone, or break them too.
âShe ainât a chicken any more,â Timy whispered, âbut sheâs a hell of a woman, all right.â
Mary stared at them. Something was up, and just on a day when she wanted to be home early, with the kids.
âYu can pick up forty bucks,â Shutzey told her. âYou just go along with Timy. That ainât bad fur a night, forty bucks.â
âA stag?â
âYeahâbut there ainât nothinâ tu be afraid of. Timyâll treat yu right.â
âI know,â she said quietly.
âCome on,â Timy said. Then they went out together. Shutzey chewed on his cigar, shook his head. Then he grinned. âGeesus,â he whispered.
T HE PRIEST said to John Edwards: ââAll in two things, right and wrong. Itâs hard to be a priest in New York; maybe itâs wrongâI donât know. But good against evil remains, over everything.â
âThe good doesnât win. Itâs chance.â
âWe try. We believe,â the priest said.
âI knowâI donât doubt you. Look at me, all gone. But if I had one ounce of your faith, only one small part of your belief in the lasting right of thingsâBut I donât have it, and whatâs the use of talking about it? I donât even have the will to live.â
âYou have it.â The priest smiled. âGet out of here tonight. Walk in the snow and breath deeply. Start slowly, and learn to liveâall over.â
Then the priest went, and left alone, Edwards sank deeper into his chair. If he went outâLooking at the window, he saw the snowflakes tilting against the pane. Outside, New York was being purified. Snow would make the streets as white as a