wasnât going to be very pleased.
Chapter 3
This was pretty much the understatement of the year. Having walked the half-mile or so to the semi-detached house where Rob lived with his parents and younger brothers, Poppy and her aching toe arrived at seven oâclock to find the McBrides already up and rushing about. Margaret McBride, who had insisted on doing all the food for the reception, was plastic-wrapping everything in sight and ferrying trays of hors dâoeuvres out to the cars standing in the driveway. The younger boys were stuffing themselves with Scotch eggs while their motherâs back was turned. Their father, sitting straight-backed on the kitchen doorstep like the army man he had once been, was vigorously spit-and-polishing a long line of shoes.
âYou what?â said Rob, when Poppy told him in the privacy of the ultra-tidy sitting room.
âIâm sorry, Iâm so sorry. I canât marry you.â She winced inwardly at the sound of her own voice saying the words. Poor Rob, he really didnât deserve this.
Poppy wished she didnât have to be here doing it, inflicting all this pain. The temptation to forget the whole thingâto just go ahead, what the hell, and marry the manâwas huge. She could understand why not many people called off their wedding on the day it was due to take place.
What was really awful, she realized when she looked up moments later, was that Rob was smiling.
âPoppy. Come on now, love, calm down. Itâs normal to have last-minute jitters, you know it is. Donât you remember, there was a piece about it in that magazine of Mumâs last week? She read it out to you.â
Poppy went rigid as, still smiling, he pulled her into his arms for a reassuring hug. Horrors, he didnât believe herâ¦
âThis isnât a last-minute jitter.â She lifted her chin, realizing she had to make certain this time she was getting through. âI mean it, Rob. Iâm sorry, I know youâre going to hate me for doing this but we have to cancel the wedding. We really have to.â
As Susie had observed last night, it would be hard to find a better husband than Rob McBride. He was charming; he was honest; he was generous to a fault. With his solid physique, his unflashy good looks, his heroic job as a fireman, and his kindness to old dears and small children alike, he was everything a girl could want. He didnât drink, gamble, or womanize. He knew how to put up shelves. He didnât even mind that Poppy couldnât cook.
Staring at her now, Rob said, âIs this a joke?â
âNo.â
âPoppy, you canât just cancel a wedding ââ
âYes we can.â
âBut why would you want to?â Rob was no longer smiling. His complexion had turned three shades paler. His dark eyebrows drew together as he tried to make sense of what was going on. âThis isnât very bloody funny, you know. Come on, tell me whatâs happened. Why donât you want to get married?â
His body was well-muscled, honed to perfection with regular sport and weight-training exercises. Poppy could see that every one of those muscles was in a state of rigidly controlled tension. At least she didnât have to worry that he might hit her. Wife-battering wasnât something Rob would ever go in for. Except, Poppy realized belatedly, she wasnât going to be his wife. She was the bitch jilting him practically at the altar. He might not be able to resist giving her a quick slap across the face.
âI said,â Rob repeated stonily, âwhy donât you want to get married?â
âLook, itâs not you, itâs me,â Poppy rushed to explain. âYou havenât done anything wrong. This is all my own fault. The thing is, it wouldnât be fair to marry you. Not fair to you or me. Oh Rob, I know I keep saying Iâm sorry, but I am . You see, I donât love you