angling the narrow slats to let in the day. He suppressed a groan as the light jabbed into his brain, intensifying his headache. Squinting, he saw Foley Square basking in the sun fifteen stories below. And beyond that, the roof of the hulking New York City Supreme Court building.
âSo, he had the place rigged to go up, taking him and everything else with him. And Iâm supposed to believe that this is the guy with the secret to a cure-all?â
Yes, you are, Nelson thought. And Iâll have you convinced before I leave here.
Always be closing.
Nelson wandered the office. Brown industrial carpet, beige walls adorned with blah photos of Manhattan streets. The sign on the door said Asian Studies . The directory down in the Federal Buildingâs lobby didnât list the room at all.
âI donât see an incongruity. Weâre dealing with a member of a hyper-secretive cult. The incendiaries he had rigged destroyed all evidence, including his plants. From his end it makes perfect sense: His secrets are safe.â
Pickens motioned to the chair before his desk. âSit down, will you? We have to talk, and your wandering around gets on my nerves.â
Pickens was a dozen years olderâmid-fiftiesâred-faced and balding. He had his suit jacket off, revealing black suspenders. Most of the men Nelson knew who wore suspenders were fat, and Pickens was no exception. His suit was of only slightly better quality than Brother Bradsherâs, but at least heâd had the good sense to choose a jacket with side vents to accommodate his girth. Heâd let himself go the past few years, developing a big gut that stretched his shirtfront.
Nelson prided himself on not gaining an ounce in the past decade. He still had a thirty-two-inch waist and a healthy head of dark, gray-free hair. Clean, righteous living did itâno meat, lots of fruit and veggies.
âLook,â Pickens said when Nelson had settled himself, âthis panacea thing of yours was all fine and good when it was just some theory you were investigating on your own time. Itâs been all speculation, all cloud-cuckoo-land stuff till now. But last night changes things. You ran an opâand an illegal one, at thatâwithout clearing it. You should have come to me first.â
Nelson repressed a smile. Pickensâs bald statements about things they both knew perfectly well made it obvious he was recording the meeting. Fine. Nelson understood and appreciated CYA. So why not help get Pickens off whatever future hooks might come his way via Nelson Fife?
âThe reason I didnât clear it was I knew youâd quash it.â
Pickens blinked at having been handed the proverbial Get Out of Jail Free card, then visibly relaxed.
âWell, I ⦠I think we could have found a legal path. By the way, is this place you were at the same as the fire I heard about on the news this morning?â
Nelson nodded. âUnfortunately.â
âLook, Nelson, itâs time we laid some ground rules. I know you caught this bug from your uncle who was, as Iâve said many times before, a fine, fine field agent. But Jim Fife had this obsessionââ
âIt exists, sir. The panacea is real. My uncle saw the cures.â
âI know he thinks he did, butâ¦â He leaned back and took a deep breath. âLetâs just say for the sake of argument that a panacea exists. Why is this cult keeping it secret?â
âThat was what I was hoping to learn from Hanrahan. But itâs pretty much a truism, isnât it, that cults donât have to make sense, and itâs wrong to expect them to. People believe the strangest things. Look at Dormentalismâs core beliefs. You wonder how anyone can buy into that stuff about aliens, but it has thousands of devoted followers. I would guess offhand that these panaceansââ
âIs that what they call themselves?â
âFrankly, I donât know