me,â she said, humbly patting her heart with her right hand. âIâm just sorry that Mayaâs not here.â
I stole a glance at Jackson, desperate for guidance.
What do we say about Mayaâs disappearance?
âYeah, too bad,â Jackson said, all cool and calm. âHavenât seen her since school the other day. I donât know where she is.â
âWell, Iâm happy everyone else came. And I know we only just met, Nica,â Dana added with a warm smile, âbut Iâm so glad you came too.â
âThanks for including me.â I smiled back, relieved to be off Maya but also determined not to reveal even the slightest hint that I might not trust Dana.
âNow, if you donât mind,â Dana said, slipping her arm through Jacksonâs, âI need to steal this guy for a few.â
âSteal away,â I retorted dryly, my eyes lingering on Jackson, wondering what he was thinking.
Jackson looked back at me, giving me a subtle nod, knowing we had much more to discuss. âCatch you later, Nica.â
I nodded and watched Dana lead Jackson over to her suddenly effusive parents, who embraced him like a long-lost relative or future son-in-lawâinstead of the persona non grata heâd been since Danaâs disappearance. I could read from Jacksonâs stiff body language that he was being polite but skeptical. He didnât seem to be buying their abrupt conversion any more than I was.
While everyone gorged on barbecue chicken wings and pasta salad, I felt claustrophobic and forced my way outside. The cold, crisp Colorado air hit my lungs. I needed to clear my head and try to think, which I seemed to be having a lot of trouble doing lately. I breathed deeply and looked up at the sky. Because of the altitude and our relative isolation, the sky was dotted with thousands of tiny stars. It was so beautiful.
âEverything okay out here, Nica?â A sweet voice expressed concern.
Busted, I spun around to see that none other than the hostess of the party, Dana Fox, had come outside to check up on me with a steaming mug of hot cocoa.
âYes, fine,â I sheepishly replied to Dana, taking the mug from her with a grateful smile. I was completely mortified at being found out. âJust needed some fresh air.â
Dana furrowed her brow, definitely unconvinced. âYouâre going to freeze your ass off.â Her arms were crossed and she was rubbing them briskly to keep warm. The sweater she wore over black leggings seemed to help.
âThat wouldnât necessarily be such a bad thing,â I joked, turning my head as I pretended to check out the size of my butt in my favorite black jeans.
Dana laughed and shook her head in casual dismay. âAnyone ever tell you youâreâno offenseâthe tiniest bit crazy? And I mean that in a good way.â
âI seem to recall the expression nut job being bandied about by various shrinks.â
âUgh, I hate shrinks,â replied Dana. âAll they ever want you to do is yak, yak, yak about bullshit. Just leave me alone.â
âYou went to one?â I was surprised by her admission. I hadnât seen that one coming at all. But I used the unexpected opening to do a bit of snooping.
âPlease,â she remarked with a dismissive wave of her hand. âWho hasnât?â
âThe curse of our generation,â I quipped, trying to engage her and create a sympathetic bond.
âTell me about it. My overprotective parents had me see this very nice woman in Denver last year. Specialized in teenagers. She meant well. Such a huge time suck.â
âMy mom sent me to one when I was ten,â I confessed. âTo make sure I was coping with my parentsâ divorce. What was your problem,â I gently pressed, âif you donât mind me asking?â
âNo big deal really.â Dana shrugged and shook her head. âJackson and I were going