told her heâs a Wildling, or that sheâs suddenly crushing on him.
âGood,â is all I say. âThanks for covering for me.â
âI wasnât just doing it for you,â she says. âHowâs Josh? Is he okay?â
âJosh ⦠went away.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
My heart begins to sink as I hear the faint edge of her usual belligerence.
âHonestly,â I say, âI donât really know. Itâs some kind of Wildling thing, I guess. He just took off. He didnât say where he was going. He didnâtââmy voice catches for a momentââsay when heâd be back.â
âThis is bullshit.â
âNo,â I shoot back at her. âThis is the truth. You donât get to call it bullshit just because you donât want to hear it.â
She glares at me, but I remember the advice Theo gave me earlier in the night, before I came by to get Ampora to cover me while I went out to Tiki Bay for the meeting.
Just give her the hard stare, no budging .
So instead of looking away like I usually do, I hold her gaze until sheâs the one to break eye contact.
âBut heâs okay, right?â she asks, all the aggression gone from her voice.
I want to tell her that what sheâs feeling for Josh isnât real. Itâs only because of the pheromones that Wildlings give off. But that seems mean-spirited. And really, what do I know? Maybe she really does like him. Heâs a good guy. I crushed on him for yearsâlong before he became a Wildling and there was any chance that pheromones were involved. So why canât it be the same for her?
Except I canât tell her any of that, either. And for sure I donât tell her that we assume heâs gone looking for Elzie. If Joshand my sister have something to work out, Iâm not going to be standing in the middle. Des would say sheâs a bitch and deserves to feel bad, but I can take the high road.
âItâs Josh,â I say, answering her question. âLately heâs been surprising everybody with how he can deal with anything that gets thrown at him. Iâm sure heâll be fine.â
She nods. âMamá called around eleven.â
Oh, crap.
âWhat did you say to her?â
âDonât worry,â Ampora says. âI was polite.â
âButââ
âItâs cool. We had a deal. You donât tell Papá and Elena about the trouble I got into, and I cover for you. She thinks youâre sleeping over.â
Wow. Ampora should get in trouble with the Riverside Kings and then crush on Josh more often. This is the most sheâs said to me in years without biting off my head. And she actually covered for me? I guess she took me seriously when I told her that if she wants to hang with Josh, sheâd better get used to me being around, too.
âSpeaking of which,â Ampora goes on, âwe should get back inside.â
I nod. âWhatâll Papá and Elena say when they see me in the morning?â
âTheyâll be so happy weâre getting along that they wonât even stop to ask how you got there.â
âI owe you,â I tell her, giving the chain of her swing a little pull.
âI know,â she says. âBig time. And I wonât forget.â
âDonât live inside your head so much,â TÃo Goyo says, and I start.
But heâs right. Thatâs exactly what Iâve been doing. Iâve been walking beside him, staring at the ground and not paying attention to anything but the soap opera in my brain.
Weâre still trudging along a shoreline thatâs a counterpoint to the one south of Santa Feliz. At one point TÃo Goyo began explaining how weâre a few layers deeper than the part of the otherworld that I first visited. Something about them all being layered, or is it that they exist in the same space, only sideways