hair and twirled it around her finger. âTo be honest I didnât know what to expect. We havenât exactly stayed in touch, and I wasnât sure how you might react.â
She was right. Many years had passed sincetheyâd spoken or had any contact. She had no idea what kind of man heâd become, just as he had little idea of the woman sheâd become.
âHow long are you going to be here?â he asked. âHasnât school started in Dallas?â The last thing heâd heard was that she was a high school counselor.
âYes, but I decided to take a year off.â Her gaze slid away from his.
âReally? Why?â
She shrugged. âI just decided I needed a little break.â
She walked over to one of the other stalls and reached out to pet the mare confined there.
Matthew watched her. He had a feeling there was more to the story, but told himself it was none of his business. She was none of his business.
Still, he had to admit to himself that she was as pretty as sheâd been at sixteenâ¦even prettier. She was still slender, but with curves in the right places. Her hair wasnât as long as it had been years ago, but it still framed her face with glossy darkness, a perfect foil for her startling blue eyes.
âYou never married.â It was a statement, not a question.
She turned to look at him once again. âNeither have you,â she countered.
âThatâs right. And I never intend to marry.â Matthew knew well the reasons why he would never bind himself to a woman. âI like living my life alone. What about you?â
She gave the horse a final pat. âFor the most part Iâm comfortable alone. Iâve never felt the need formarriage. I think there are just some people who arenât cut out for the institution.â She grinned. âAnd no, Iâm not gay.â
He blinked in surprise. âThat didnât even cross my mind.â
âYouâd be surprised how many men discover Iâm thirty-five and never been married and just assume it must be because Iâm gay, or at the very least highly dysfunctional in some way or another. There are times it gets quite irritating.â
He felt a grudging grin curve his mouth. Even as a young woman sheâd been in touch with her emotions and had no problems verbalizing them. Heâd always admired that about her.
âSo how long are you planning on staying?â he repeated as they headed for the stable door.
âA week, maybe two if thatâs all right with you. Iâd like to see Aunt Clara settled in.â She grinned, the infectious smile he remembered from their youth. âBut donât worry, Matthew. Iâm a big girl now. I donât expect you to squire me around on this visit. Iâm perfectly capable of entertaining myself.â
They both halted as the door to the stables opened and Jacob Tilley walked in. âJacob!â Matthew said in surprise.
He hadnât seen Jacob since six months ago when Jacobâs father, Walter Tilley had been sent away to prison.
âIâm sorry to interrupt, Matthew,â Jacob said. âOne of your men told me you were out here and I was wondering if I could have a moment of your time.â
Matthew turned to Lilly. âJacob, this is Lilliana Winstead.â
âYes, I remember you,â Jacob said and held his hand out to her. âYou used to visit in the summers.â
âThatâs right,â Lilly replied. âAnd you used to come with your father when heâd have a meeting with Adam.â She shook his hand, then stepped back from them. âIâll just get out of here and give you two some privacy.â Without a backward glance she left the stables.
âPretty, isnât she?â Jacob observed when she had gone.
âSheâs all right. What can I do for you, Jacob?â Matthew asked, curious as to why this man would show his face around