like a cattle stampede, screaming âHeâs got a gun! Heâs got a gun!â Like that. Bursts of shots, one, two, half a dozen, you canât really tell because itâs all marble and tile and everything echoes. So I ran downstairs, heardsome fire, hit the floor, but then the next volley was from upstairs becauseââ
âClarifying. You were going
toward
the gunfire?â
ââit, what, yes, what? For all I knew it was firecrackers. Didnât see a body till I got downstairs. Shooter ran upstairs after I went down.â
âSo, wait, did you come in through that east entrance to the building, same as the shooter?â
âYes. Peaches and cream at the time. But that was a couple hours ago. Look, I canât hear shit in here. I got to move.â
âSullivan. Sit tight. The SWAT team, the Navy Seals, the fucking cavalry, is coming. Weâll get eyewitnesses, survivors, from outside. What youââ
âDid you see the video from Columbine?â
ââgave me just, wait, what?â
âThe video. Columbine. You mentioned it. Did you see it?â
âYes.â
âThen you should know Iâm not going to sit under a desk and hope the douche bag with a gun doesnât come find me. Iâm going to do my job, with a reasonable share of prudence and concern, and report in. What did you think I was doing abroad all that time? We need the scenery from when they take this guy down, theââ
âI am tellingââ
ââvisuals of that. Do me a solid though, hey? My nephew, Josh? Heâs staying with me for the summer? Call the house, tell him not to freak about the news. Thereâs stuff in the freezer he can microwave for dinner orââ
âSullivan!â
ââjust get whatever. Gotta run, brother. Turning this thing off. Keep 1-A open. Iâm coming back to you, and itâs gonna be a freight train.â
FOUR
HE OPENED THE door to the conference room a few inches. Nothing but the endless, bell-clanging alarm. His head was really thumping now. It was jabbing at his vision, shards of light. Youâd think somebody would shut that fucking thing off. Down he went to his good knee, to bend andââAy!ââhe staggered, his good leg bent beneath him and the other, gimpy, suddenly splayed out. His head clipped the edge of the door. Beads of sweat burst out on his forehead. He wiped them away with a shirtsleeve. His scars itched.
His fingers found the edge of the door. He pulled it open an inch, then another. He peered out, looking far to the right and to the left. Empty. A deep breath. In through the nose and out through the mouth. Calm. He was calm as fucking little white clouds above a flat blue ocean.
Exhaling, he shoved off and was sprinting to the Speakerâs chamber, completely exposed, nowhere to hideâand then the door to the chamber burst open. A herd of humanity shot out of it, ten or fifteen or twenty of them, struggling to get through the doorway all at once, arms here and legs there, women in skirts, men in suits, nobody in charge, faces tight and drawn, everybody coming at him so hard he couldnât register what anyone looked like. They swept past him helter-skelter, churning hard, no one speaking, just grunts and gasps, the last guy through in hissixties but a hard-ass, had to be former military, you could tell, that gait. Sully reached out from the wall to take his arm.
âWhere is he? How many?â
The man snatched his arm back. Never slowed, but half turned in his retreat. Hissed, pointing: âDown that hall! White. White male.â And he was gone, the herd stampeding ahead of him, out of sight down the corridor.
Sully waited a beat, then two, to see if there were footsteps coming in pursuit of the herd. None. He shuffled forward, now almost flat against the wall.
The corridor made a ninety-degree turn to the right up ahead, a hard L. Across