âKind of you to notice.â
And everyone around her laughs on cue, just like she knew they would.
Kessieâs beside my locker, grinning wickedly. I take a second to enjoy the view of Travis Matthews huffing out of there like a deflated whoopee cushion before I turn to face my best friend. She might have come to my rescue, but she wonât let me off that easily.
âWhat the hell is going on?â she hisses when the coast is clear. âYouâd freak out if I didnât show up for a session. And whatâs with the phone silence? A whole weekend of freaking voicemail. Did you drop your phone down the loo again? Because anything less than that, and you can consider me seriously pissed off.â
Kessie has my back â she always has, ever since the shelter shed incident back in Year 2 â but that doesnât mean I donât have to work for it.
âI know. Iâm sorry,â I say, finally opening my locker and finding Eddie Vedder right where heâs meant to be. Though, once again, the Eddie Solution has fallen short. I force myself to look squarely at Kessie, mentally bracing for the onslaught.
âYou didnât call back,â she says. âNot once.â She slides her sunglasses on top of her head, aiming her trademark glare at me. Kessie is stunning â drop-dead, catwalk-qualitygorgeous. (Without the eating disorder or the vacant, glassy stare.) Rich, auburn wavy hair, eyes more violet than blue, framed by the kinds of lashes you see on antique dolls â thick, black, brush-like â except Kessieâs are real and donât need mascara. Even her teeth are naturally perfect, white and even, without the years of braces that Iâve only recently escaped. Kessie is smart and funny and fiercely loyal, which has won her lots of friends and probably even more enemies. Plus, she cares about everything. I mean EVERYTHING: the refugees, womenâs rights, global warming, public transport, clean water â even how they collect the bloody rubbish! (Apparently a lot of our recycling ends up in landfill. Who knew?) Sheâs wearing her favourite faded denim jacket which features a cluster of badges proclaiming these concerns. She rotates the pins depending on her mood. Today, a hot-pink âJustice for Pussy Riot!â badge is front and centre. Tomorrow, it could be âRecyclers Do It Twiceâ.
Mum says Kessieâs a crusader looking for a cause â which Mum loves. I say sheâs a loudmouth who stupidly thinks she can change the world one street march at a time. Kessie says sheâs just a concerned citizen. I guess on some level weâre all right.
Oh, and Kessie is also a lesbian, which seems to confuse almost everyone. Girls donât know whether to be jealous of her or adore her, while boys canât seem to give up hope that she might one day turn straight if only sheâd drop thepolitical bollocks. Anyone with a brain knows thatâs never gonna happen. (The former or the latter.)
Kessie Blythedale is my best friend in the whole world, but for the past couple of weeks Iâve barely spoken to her outside of school, apart from shouting chords at each other at band practice and trading notes on school assignments. This past weekend we didnât talk once, which must be a record. But while this weekend was my fault â some media stuff Mum wanted Luke and me to do â itâs not all me. Kessieâs been as distant as I have. Between her endless marching against â or for â whatever, sheâs almost certainly dating someone and, weirdly, she refuses to talk about it.
So while Iâm feeling bad about being late and not catching up this weekend, Iâm also a little pissy that sheâs not making more of an effort herself.
Then she shows up when Travis is being a knob. I can hardly bag her now. âIâm sorry,â I say again. And I mean it because â honestly? â Iâve