thereâs going to be a special class to train for the NBS audition?â
Mum said nothing and I glanced at her. Her face was pink. âYou did know!â
âYes, I think it was mentioned in the information.â
Which meant she knew everything and hadnât told me. âI need that class! Why didnât you tell me?â
âItâs a bit soon, Brynnie. Itâs probably not necessary.â
Suddenly, I could see the dollar signs flashing above her head. âYou mean we canât afford another class.â
âNo.â Her hands gripped the steering wheel harder. âIâ m sorry.â
âIâll get a job, then. Delivering newspapers or something.â
âYouâre too young.â
âIâm not,â I said, folding my arms. âThereâre lots of jobs I could do. I just have to look around.â
âYou donât need that class!â she snapped. âAll you need is the determination and the passion. You know youâve got the talent. Mrs Calzotti told you that before we came down here.â
She hit the brakes hard at the corner of our street and muttered under her breath. Mum didnât often get mad with me, but she was now and I wasnât sure why. She was always quoting those two words at me â âdeterminationâ and âpassionâ â like they were a magic spell. If they were, how come theyâd never worked for her? Dad told me once that sheâd nearly made it into the womenâs basketball team for the 1988 Olympics. Nearly. I often wondered what had happened.
As we pulled into our driveway, there was a loud bang and a grinding noise. âOh god, what was that?â Mum backed up, wrenched her door open and leapt out. âTam!â she bellowed. âGet out here now!â That was her five-seconds-or-else voice.
Tam came running. âMum! Look what youâve done!â
Tamâs bike lay in front of the car, its wheel bent upwards and the seat half off. Mumâs face turned a darker shade of red. âHow many times have I told you to put your bike in the garage? It serves you right.â
âHow am I going to get to school without it? Weâll have to get it fixed,â he whined.
âYouâll have to get it fixed,â Mum said. âIâve got no money to pay for it, and it was your own fault.â
Tam glared at me. âWeâve only got no money because of herâ.
âThatâs enough,â Mum snapped. âEven if I could afford it, Iâd still make you pay for it.â
âWhere am I supposed to get the money from?â he said.
âGet a job!â Mum stalked inside and he yanked his bike up.
âItâs all your fault,â he said to me. âThereâs not even anywhere decent to ride my bike around this dump.â He threw the bike into the back of the garage and stormed inside. I went to check out the bike and the wheel was totally mangled â heâd have to buy a new one. I ran my fingers over the huge scratches in the paint. Tam loved this bike. I used to spend hours watching him and his mates doing jumping stunts at the park. Every time one of them fell off, theyâd all laugh like maniacs and get straight back on again. He had no one to ride with here, and now he didnât have a bike either. I sighed, and went into the house.
Lunch was sandwiches and everyone else had already eaten. I munched my peanut-butter-on-wholegrain at the table and drew on my notepad while I thought. How come Tam was told to get a job, but I wasnât allowed? Just because he was older, it didnât mean heâd have a better chance than me. Things were different here in the city. There were tons of jobs I could do â dog walking, babysitting, delivering stuff â Iâd find something first and then Iâd tell Mum.
In the meantime, I had to find out more about the intensive class and I had a million hours of