midway between his mouth and the plate.
âDo you think sheâs happy in California?â Joanna mused. âHappy with Peter?â
âTheyâre newlyweds,â Teague said. âShe has a glamorous job, just like she always wanted. Of course sheâs happy.â
âSo were we, once.â Joanna reddened when she realized sheâd spoken the words aloud. Sheâd only meant to think them, not say them.
âWhat happened, Joanna?â Teague asked.
The lights went out again, and the fan in the furnace died with a creaky whir.
Teague left the table, went to the drawer, and rummaged until he found a candle. Plunking the taper into a ceramic holder Caitlin had made at day camp the summer she was eleven, he struck a match to the wick.
Joanna figured heâd forgotten the question, but it turned out he hadnât.
âWhat happened?â he repeated.
She sighed, turning the stem of her wineglass slowly between two fingers. âI donât know,â she said softly. âI guess we just grew apart, once Caitlin left for college.â
âI guess so,â Teague said. âIs there somebody else, Joanna?â
She bristled. âOf course not,â she said. âHow could you possibly thinkâ?â
In the light of the candle, Teagueâs features looked especially rugged. Again, Joanna had that strange feeling of time slipping backward, without her noticing until just this moment.
He didnât answer.
She took a gulp of wine this time, instead of a sip as before. âWhat about you? Have youâwellâis thereâ?â
âNo,â Teague said in an angry undertone. âWhat the hell kind of question is that?â
âThe same kind of question you asked me, â Joanna fired back, though she was careful to keep her tone even, for Sammyâs sake. âWe havenât had sex for weeks. You bought a sports car. Next thing I know, youâll be squiring around some girl barely older than Caitlinââ
âYouâve got to be kidding,â Teague interrupted. âMaybe weâre on the skids, but weâre still marriedâand I bought a sports car because I wanted a sports car.â
âYouâre forty-one. Youâve just sold a company you worked half your life to build. You bought a sports car. Enter wife number two, who has probably already targeted you as fair game.â
âGood God, Joanna. You should write a novel, because you have one hell of an imagination!â
âI donât need an imagination. Half the guys you play golf with have trophy wives, while the women who bore their children and helped them build their companies and their bloody portfolios are still wondering what hit them!â
Sammy crossed the kitchen, toenails clicking on the tile floor, and laid his muzzle on Joannaâs lap.
She stroked his head. âItâs all right,â she told him. âWeâre not going to fight.â
Teague shoved back his chair and stood. âItâs not all right,â he growled. âWhat kind of man do you think I am?â
The furnace tried mightily to come back on, but there wasnât enough juice.
âI donât know anymore,â Joanna admitted quietly. âDo you think the electricity is going to come back on soon? Itâs getting cold in here.â
âI have no idea,â Teague said. âIf youâre cold, go sit by the fire.â
âI will,â Joanna said loftily, refilling her wineglass before she left the table.
Sammy trotted after her, his tags jingling hopefully on his collar. The cottage had always been a happy place, with the exception of last summer, when Joanna had cried a time or two. No doubt, the dog expected things to morph back to normal at any moment.
It would be nice, Joanna reflected, to be a dog.
Teague followed and threw another chunk of wood onto the fire, causing sparks to rise, swirling, up the