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that.”
                  “Love you.”
                  “Love you back.”
                  My mind was in one place and my heart was in another. I would be lying if I said I didn’t still love Ramone but he did me real foul. I took responsibility for my actions, so I guess there was nothing for me to do but put on my big girl panties and suck it up.
     
MJ
                  If it’s not one thing, it’s another. It seems like my mom and dad can never be happy for too long. Every time they get good, some shit always gotta happen to fuck them up. I was fifteen years old now and I peep shit even when they think I’m not paying attention. When ma was in the hospital, I thought I would never get to see her again. Now she’s locked up and I feel the same way.
                  My dad is really lucky to have a woman in his life. She took me in and raised me as her own without any problems; she did the same with Tyriq. Not a lot of women would do some stuff like that. Even when they had broken up and she was with Kamil, I could tell that she still loved my dad. They have this crazy kind of love that only they and the people around them can understand.
                  One day, when I get serious and settle down, I want a woman like my mom; strong, independent, beautiful, loving, determined, smart and sophisticated. I had been kicking it with this girl I went to school with named Chyanne and she reminded me of my mom a little. She was beautiful and very smart; the good girl type, so I have to be very careful with her.
                  “Dad, how many times have you been in love?” I asked as we watched TV.
                  “One time, why?” he looked at me funny.
                  “I’m just wondering. Who was it?” I asked, even though I already I knew what the answer would be.
                  “The only person I gave my last name to, of course.”
                  “So you mean to tell me all those years you were with that Kya chick you didn’t love her? Seven years is a long time to be with somebody and not love them.”
                  “I never said I didn’t love her, I just wasn’t in love with her. I was in love with the things she could do. She was more of a convenience for me.”
                  “So when you met mom, how did you know you was in love with her and not just infatuated?”
                  “Imma tell you like yo Pop-Pop told me, if your heart flutters when you see her then it’s love. But if she only makes your dick hard, it might just be lust. She made my heart flutter every time I seen her, even now it still flutters,” he said, smiling.
                  “Sucka fa love.” I laughed.
                  “Whatever lil nigga, wait until it happens to you, you’ll understand then,” he said, mushing me.
                  “I guess.”
                  “So Mykell Jr., are you still a virgin?” he asked out of nowhere.
                  “Should I be a virgin?” I retorted.
                  “What a virgin daddy?” Amyricale asked from behind us.
                  “Something you better be for the rest of your life,” he said, kissing her face as she climbed in his lap.
                  She giggled. “Silly daddy.”
                  The house phone started to ring so I got up and answered it, shaking my head at my dad and sister.
                  “Hello?” I answered.
                  I got happy when I heard the operator speaking. I was happy to hear from my mom. I truly missed her.
                  “Hey ma, how you doing?” I said as soon as I pressed zero.
                  “Hey baby, I’m good. What you doing?”
                  “Sitting here with dad and