away and process and all that. I just figured this was important. I know Iâm not supposed to call your house or cell, so if thereâs a possibility you might change your mind, you should let me know before last bell. Or if you want, I can just leave.â
Isobel looked down at the paper again, which Gwen had yet to take back. Tomorrow would be Friday the thirteenth. Ironic, she thought.
Then she had a new thoughtâone that drove the ache for Bruceâs passing straight out of her, replacing it with a sickening stab of hope-laced fear.
Would Varen be there?
Isobel tightened her hold on the paper.
In the past, Varen had been able to astral project, to appear or even be invisible in places other than wherever his body slept. The first time heâd done so had been the day of their presentation for the Poe project. Halloween. Though everyone had been able to see and hear him then, heâd vanished after leaving class.
Did Varen still hold the power to project into this world? If he did, and if he somehow knew about Bruceâs death, if he came to the funeral and saw her thereâsaw that after everything, she stillâ
âYes,â Isobel said, before she could stop herself.
Gwenâs face fell.
âI mean, no,â Isobel corrected, âI donât want you to leave, but yes, I change my mind. I want to go . . . to the funeral. Please.â
Gwenâs expression softened. âMeet me by the door next to the gym right after second period. The one behind the stairs. No oneâs over there that early.â
Turning, Gwen began to walk away.
Through the cafeteria windows, Isobel saw Mikey using a rag to wipe away the smudge marks heâd made on the glass while Mr. Nott stood to one side, hands on hips.
âWait,â Isobel called after her. âWhat about your arm? I thought you couldnât drive.â
Gwen stopped and spun to face her again. With her good hand, she pinched the fabric of her sling at the elbow and, straightening her fractured arm, wiggled her fingers.
âDrove myself here every morning this week,â she said, winking. âArmâs good. Iâm just milking it.â
With that, Gwen nestled her elbow back into its cradle, whirled, and hurried to the cafeteria, skirt swishing.
Dropping the rag, Mikey scuttled to meet Gwen as she entered through the glass doors. They shared a kiss, and Isobel felt her insides ice over again.
She turned her back on the scene, folded her arms, and shivered against the cold.
Now that she was alone, Isobelâs momentary hope of seeing Varen began to dim and fade.
Since her return from Baltimore, she had neither dreamed of him during the nights, nor seen himâor anything from the other sideâduring her waking hours. Not even through the mirrors that had once acted as windows between worlds.
Perhaps, she consoled herself, it would be best to think of attending Bruceâs funeral as a way to move on. To bury not just a man, but the memories that surrounded him.
Her way of saying good-bye to Varen, instead of writing him notes heâd never read.
Her turn to let go.
She thought she could do that if she didnât see him.
And maybe . . . maybe even if she did.
2
Missing Pieces
Isobel wasnât allowed to catch a ride home from school with Gwen anymoreâor with anyone, for that matter. Taking the bus was out of the question, but her father no longer picked her up either.
That task now fell to her mother.
Every afternoon Isobel met her mom in front of the school and climbed into the rear seat of the car as it idled in the line of waiting vehicles.
Muttering a quick âHey,â she would then fork over her cell phone, which she wouldnât see until the following morning when her mom dropped her off again.
The only day her mother did not drive her straight home was Thursday, and although Isobel hated the weekly appointments, a part of her felt grateful