her Camry moved forward. It was so unfair, the way death had touched her again, robbing her so suddenly of someone she loved and cutting his life short. Had it not been for the crash her mother would now be in her mid-sixties and still vital, and Gail would only be in her early forties. Even Aunt Joan had passed away much too young some time ago, a victim of cancer. And Kenny, the one whoâd most recently joined all of them ...
She felt moisture pooling in her eyes and blinked it away. Instead, she looked at the Ziploc bag on the seat beside her, bulging with microcassette tapes to be transcribed.
She had no time for tears; she had work to do.
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One of the first things Dana did after Kennyâs accident was put his Eclipse and his weights up for sale. They both sold quickly, but still, every time she pulled into her driveway after six P.M. a tiny part of her psyche that ignored reality expected to see his car there. Then it hit her all over again that he wouldnât ever be coming home, and that was when the misgivings started: If only I had gotten home earlier. Kenny wouldnât have been alone. I could have gotten that weight off him before he suffocated. It had become part of her daily routine.
She pulled up in front of the detached garage. She and Kenny were thrilled when they found this house nine years before. She used to feel pride at the sight of her well-tended home, built in a community purposely designed to look like a throwback to an earlier era, when houses were built close to the sidewalk, with wide front porches and separate garages. Now she felt a combination of rage and exhaustion. Kenny had died in the garage, and even though she knew it wasnât rational, she hated the sight of the structure. But it took energy to sustain anger, energy she needed to reserve for the hours of work still in front of her.
Dana found Brittany in the kitchen, wearing oven mitts on both hands as she removed a meat loaf from the oven. âThe timer just went off, Mom.â
âGood. I donât know about you, but Iâm hungry.â
âDid you get to the office before they closed?â
âYes. Traffic wasnât bad. Everythingâs fine,â she said in the bright tone she always used when she talked to her daughter. It sounded less than authentic these days, even to her own ears.
âYou look tired, Mom.â
âI had a lot of work to do today, but tomorrow my load will be lighter. Itâs Wednesday, and they either close early or donât come in at all.â
âYou want me to make the mashed potatoes?â
âSure. Put in a little extra milk, will you?â
âOkay, but itâll have to be evaporated milk. I opened a can to use for the meat loaf because we didnât have any real milk.â
âWeâve got milk. I just bought some last night.â
âI didnât see it, Mom.â
Dana opened the refrigerator portion of the side-by-side. She fully expected to see the plastic gallon container tucked in the wide shelf inside the door rather than on the glass shelves in front, the only place Brittany had probably looked. Kids could be so lazy sometimes.
But there was no container. Dana frowned, and her eyes widened when she realized there could be only one solution as to the whereabouts of the milk. âIâll be right back.â She slammed the refrigerator shut and ran toward the back door. Outside, she raised the trunk of her Camry, and there was the jug of milk, nestled in a corner so it wouldnât fall over. Damn it! She thought sheâd brought everything inside last night.
She wrapped her fingers around the handle. It was warm, and certainly the contents were spoiled after being in the hot trunk all day. She carried it inside.
âDonât drink this; itâs sour,â she said to Brittany. âItâs been in the trunk since last night.â
Brittany made a face. âThen why are you putting it
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