shoulder as her aunt clung to her, a prolonged hug that cried out, âPlease, let me stay.â
The moment wouldnât last. Preacher said something to Uncle Jack that she couldnât hear. His countenance soured and he dropped a rock, then stormed through the fence gate, headed straight for Auntie Rose. As he approached, a quiet young man to Laura Annâs left stepped forward, planting himself in Uncle Jackâs way.
âYouâre not on duty, Ian,â Uncle Jack said.
Ian locked eyes with Uncle Jack. âFar as youâre concerned, I am. Donât try something youâd regret, Mr. Harris.â
Laura Ann could see the pulse pounding in Ianâs neck, only a few feet away. Yet he seemed so calm, an impenetrable barrier between Auntie Rose and her thundering husband. How many years had she watched him stand up for underdogs in class or in town? Now her friend stood up for Auntie Rose. And for
her.
Lowering his gaze, face red, Uncle Jack spun about, kicking at the air, then walked straight to his car. He lingered at the driverâs door, half-open, nearly yelling his next words. âItâs a sad day, Preacher, when a husbandâs authority is undermined this way. Donât you think?â
Laura Ann watched Preacherâs head bob up and down. Muffled by the closed door of the car, only one word stood out. âSad.â
Jack took his seat in the car. Moments later, the horn blaredâJackâs first line of defense when he didnât get his way.
âLet him go,â Laura Ann begged. âIâll drive you home later.â
âYou know Jack,â Auntie Rose replied with a sniffle, dabbing her nose with a crumpled napkin. She smiled a pasted-on âSee? Iâm happy!â resignation that Laura Ann often saw below a bloodied cheek or swollen eye.
âYou donât have to leave, Auntie Rose. This is your home too. Please. Stay a while.â
Rose shook her head. Her chin quivering, she pushed away. She squeezed the hands of the Culpepers, and Ian, the young lawman whoâd taken a stand. The shake of her head as she left screamed stories of suffering, of betrayal and abuse.
The car door slammed behind her, and chunks of slag flew out from behind Uncle Jackâs wheels when he spun away. Pamela put an arm around Laura Ann as they watched the sedan make its way across the pasture and up a frozen hill in the darkness.
Ian turned to face them as a sense of calm returned. âIâm sorry it came to this, Laura Ann. You didnât deserve that. Especially not today.â
âIâm not sorry,â she replied. âYou saw my life for what it is. All of you did. But thanks for stepping in.â
She caught Ianâs eye, and he nodded, with the hint of a smile. âCall me if you need anything. Promise?â His eyes spoke words of comfort heâd left unsaid.
âI will,â she replied.
Ianâs smile faded with his next words. âNow that your dadâs not here to stand up for her, Iâm afraid Rose wonât have a day of peace.â
Laura Ann folded her arms against the chill and turned to watch the last glimmer of red lights heading over the ridge. âNo.â She shook her head. âShe wonât. And neither will I.â
D ECEMBER 25
Cowsâ breath fogged the air inside the barn where the big creatures pushed their heads into feed stalls, maneuvering for first position to reach Laura Ann and a fresh flake of hay. Oblivious to her pain, two-dozen Black Angus woke to a new day like they did every winter morn, pushing and shoving for their five a.m. feed. Warm breath spewed damp clouds in the bitter cold predawn air of Christmas Day.
Laura Ann took her time as she tore at the hay from her perch above the cattle in the loft, holding each section of the bale to her face before she dropped it to hungry beasts. She breathed in memories of summer. Clover, dried in crisp pale-green shamrocks,