can marvel at his own achievements. But out here, you see a wonder that man canât even claim. He just has to sit in awe and observe.â
Whenever Sam has a belly full of good food and wine, he turns into a philosopher. Sammy worked for the water and power company, but he spent every waking moment reading and educating his four children into adulthood.
âTrue, but there is a flip side to the coin,â I say. âSkyscrapers and iPhones speak to manâs creativity, and thus, divine potential.â
âBoring,â Adele says after she sips on her wine. âAll you men ever want to talk about is God and sports.â
âWhat would you rather us talk about, Adele? Atlanta Housewives or Basketball Wives? â I ask.
âYou,â Adele says.
âMe?â I swallow a lump of wine down the wrong pipe and begin to cough. It takes me a minute to recover. âWhat about me?â
âEvery day I see you watch as those planes land, hoping and looking for something or someone. Who is it?â
I donât like talking about myself, and my line of work makes it easy for me to not talk about myself, since Iâm always focused on everyone else. I donât have to deal with the demons that lie within me. I pacify them with a paradoxical cocktail of prayer, alcohol, and nicotine.
At least . . . that was the case until now. I gaze into the flames and think of only one person who can make this night perfect.
âVictory.â
âWho?â Sam asks.
âShe is a woman I met recently, and I gave her an open ticket to fly out here. Each day I wonder if she is on one of those incoming flights.â
âShe must be a cold piece of work to be named Victory,â Sam says, âand you must be the biggest fool Iâve ever seen to be out here without her.â
âIâm trying to tell you,â Adele says.
The one time these two agree with each other . . . and itâs at my expense. Sam is right.
I am a fool; a fool to think that Victory and I have something special, that my time in Sacramento was not a waste. Love is a cold game, and Iâm not ashamed to admit that I donât have the stomach for combat involving matters of the heart.
âSheâll come,â Adele says, as certain as she is sitting along the fire breathing.
We spend a long time in silence watching the crackling of the fire. It feels good to be in the company of people who can appreciate silence as much as I do.
âWhat time is it?â Adele asks.
Sammy and I both look down at our watches.
âItâs about ten oâclock,â I say.
âOh my goodness, Justified is on. Sitting around fooling with yâall two, I almost missed my Raylan Givens.â
Adele takes off heading toward her house like an Olympic sprinter.
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An hour later the show concludes. Sam was not invited to watch Justified so he went on home with the promise that he and I would hook up later.
âWhoo wee, I just love my Raylan Givens, especially when he asks folks if they are willing to bet their life on it.â
âYea, itâs a good show.â It has a little too much violence for my taste, but I see why Adele finds the show appealing.
âDo you mind if we watch the nightly news?â I ask.
âSure, sugar.â Adele hands me the remote, and I change to the news station.
A breaking news bulletin appears on the scene with a local reporter. I still havenât adjusted to the contrast between the news out in the States and the news on the island. In the U.S., our news primarily focuses on whatâs going on domestically, while out here in the islands, the news is focused on whatâs going on internationally.
âBreaking news: tragedy struck this Faith Conference when the keynote speaker Pastor Jeremiah Cole was found dead.â
âOh my Lord,â Adele says.
My Lord is right. A famous pastor is found dead on an island next to mine. What could that