man who enjoyed a womanâs company. She was certain women were equally charmed by his company. He had a way about him that was dangerous because it made a woman feel all manner of things were possible even when she knew they werenât.
âMaâam, I think you just accused me of being a purveyor of untruths.â
Sarah couldnât resist laughing at his mock chagrin. âNothing so serious. Just a matter of exaggeration.â
âBut only a slight exaggeration.â
His assumed look of hopefulness, like a little boy hoping to escape punishment for some small transgression, almost made her laugh again. This man could have turned her head if she werenât a serious woman in need of a capable and responsible husband. It must be wonderful to be able to wake up each morning knowing that your world was unthreatened, that the day would provide you with reasons to be glad you were alive.
âIt would be ungracious of me to disagree with you so I wonât. Now youâd better introduce me to Mrs. Randolph before you give me reason to go back on my word.â
âYour mother is a hard woman,â Salty said to Ellen.
His accusation provoked Jared into breaking his silence. âNo, sheâs not. Sheâs nice to everyone, even the men who left us.â
Sarah could tell from Saltyâs sudden lack of expression that an explanation was required. âTwo of the men who worked for us left before fulfilling their agreement. It caused us to lose most of our crops last year.â Which was the reason she was in such a desperate situation.
âI must apologize for my gender,â Salty said. âOnly a low-down skunk would do something like that.â
âArnie wasnât a low-down skunk,â Ellen protested. âI liked him.â
âYou liked him because he let you ride with him everywhere he went,â Jared said. âI told you he wasnât nice. I just didnât know to call him a low-down skunk.â
Saltyâs glistening eyes were at work again. âIt seems Iâve made an addition to your sonâs vocabulary,â he said to Sarah. âDo I have to apologize?â
If she didnât get away from this man, she was going to do something foolish. He probably wasnât married after all. He enjoyed flattering women too much to settle down and get serious with anyone. Yet there was something genuine about him that made her believe a woman could depend on him. Despite the flattery and the laughter, he seemed solid, unshakable. Still, she couldnât afford to be dazzled by his smile or thrown off balance by his kindness.
âI wonât ask you to apologize if youâll stop dragging your feet and introduce me to Mrs. Randolph. I could almost believe you didnât want me to meet her.â
âWhy would I want you to meet her when it means Iâll be denied the pleasure of talking to you?â
She didnât know why Mr. Randolph had hired this man, but she doubted it was for the amount of work he got done. It would be nice to be with someone who had the power to make her feel her life wasnât such a burden, but she couldnât afford that luxury. She needed a man who knew how to fix things, to make things work, who wouldnât be put off by the hours of backbreaking labor it would take to put her ranch in order. She needed a man who could fill the role of a father to her children. She needed a man who would honor his commitments and respect her.
She needed a miracle.
âSomehow I think youâll survive. Now if youâll excuse me, Iâll introduce myself to Mrs. Randolph.â
âI said Iâd walk up with you, and I will.â He ambled to the horseâs head, secured a grip on the bridle, and clucked for him to start walking. âRoseâthatâs what Mrs. Randolph insists everybody call herâdoesnât get around much these days, so sheâll be tickled to see another woman she