waking up and smelling like rotten orange juice.” I rolled my eyes at the night.
“Could you stop talking so loud?” Malik said, agitated.
“I’m not talking loud.”
“Yes you are.”
“Whatever, Malik.” I turned over. “I’m going to sleep.”
“Wait, I need you to wake me up extra early in the morning.”
“Why?” I frowned.
“So everybody can think I slept all night in my bed. I don’t want anybody thinking that Baby-Tot-Tot is a punk.” He popped the collar of his Power Rangers pajamas. “Baby-Tot-Tot got heart.”
“Baby-Tot-Tot is a mess. That whole deal is sooo whack.com.”
“No it’s not and why you hatin’?”
“Hatin’?” I said, surprised.
“Hater to the fullest.”
Oh, no he didn’t. “Oh, you getting tough?” I tickled Malik in the center of his stomach. “Don’t you ever call me a hater!”
Malik laughed until he cried. “Okay, okay,” he chuckled. “I won’t call you a hater again.”
“You better not.” I chuckled and fluffed my pillow under my head. “Now, let’s go to sleep.”
“Okay,” Malik said as I closed my eyes and drifted into my dream world.
I could see Drake clearly. He walked toward me and . . .
“Hey, Gem,” Malik tapped me on the shoulder.
My eyes popped open. “What?!” I screamed in aggravation.
“Why are you screaming?”
“Because I’m trying to get my dream on and you keep messing it up!”
“Oh,” he said unfazed. “Well, I wanted to tell you that when you ran away I was so scared.”
I hesitated. I was all set to tell Malik to shut da eff up and go to sleep, but now I couldn’t. “Why were you scared?”
“I thought I would never see you again. I didn’t want anybody to hurt you.”
“I’m fine, okay?”
“Are you going to run away again?”
“No,” I said, unsure.
“Okay.” I could hear him smiling.
“Now can we please go back to sleep?” I practically begged.
“Yeah,” Malik said as he curled up against me.
“Move over,” I said. But instead of Malik moving away, he moved closer.
Whatever. I closed my eyes and drifted back into my lovely dream. “Yo, Gem,” I dreamed Drake saying. “You’re the love of my life.”
“I know,” I answered back.
“And there’s something I’ve been wanting to ask you.” Drake dropped to one knee. “Will you—”
“Gem!”
Oh... hell... no...
“Gem,” Malik called my name again and I could’ve strangled him.
“What!” I screamed.
“Calm down, you don’t have to yell at me.”
Shoot me. . . . “What . . . do . . . you . . . want . . .?”
“I don’t want you to be mad at me, okay?”
“I’m not mad at you.”
“I mean, mad at me after I tell you something.”
“Tell me something like what?”
“First say you won’t be mad. Promise.”
“Malik—”
“Promise,” he pressed.
“All right, I won’t be mad. I promise.”
“From now on I want you to behave and be nice.”
“From now on? Behave? Be nice? To who?” I was caught completely off guard.
“To Ms. Grier, Mr. Khalil, M.C. Ole-G—”
“Who is M.C. Ole-G?”
“Cousin Shake.”
“You want me to be nice to Cousin Shake? Oh, you can forget that,” I said.
“You have to be nice to Cousin Shake, Ms. Minnie, Man-Man, Toi, and baby Noah.”
“And why do I have to be nice to them?”
“Because I kind of like these people,” he said.
“You don’t even know these people. And I told you about getting attached.”
“I do know them . . .” Malik insisted.
“We just met them the other day.”
“Well, I know them a little bit . . .”
“Just like you knew the people we lived with before we moved here, and the family before that. And before that. And each one of them still made us leave.” I hated to burst his bubble, but he needed to understand our circumstances.
“That’s because you were mean to them.”
What did he say? “ I was mean? So it was my fault?” I couldn’t believe he blamed me. “Are you even serious with