differences.â
âShut up, Vinn,â Kizabel yells. âYouâre next!â
Vinneas raises his hands in surrender. âForget I said anything.â While Kizabel goes on punching Imway, Vinneas leans toward me and kind of half whispers, âKizabelâs sense of honor demands a token show of force. Nothing to worry about so long as nobody breaks into their repertoire of artifices.â
Just then thereâs a kind of buzzing-popping sound, and Imwayâs glasses go flying into the air. He stumbles back, blinking and looking between Kizabel and his glasses, which have landed at the other end of the balcony. âOh, so itâs going to be like that, is it?â he says.
Kizabel is taking off her earrings and putting them in her pocket. âYup.â
âNowâs about when we might want to take cover,â Vinneas says.
âYou have to get to the shelters!â I shout. Iâd actually almost forgotten where I was until Vinneas mentioned taking cover. Weâre in the middle of an attack. âIf the city is hitââ
âWeâre not worried,â Imway says casually. Iâd looked away from him and Kizabel for maybe half a second when I thought about the shelters, and now heâs somehow gotten her in a headlock. Her face is bright red from trying to squeeze out, but Imway is acting like thereâs nothing strange going on. âWeâve got you to protect us, right, champ? Nothingâs getting past Fontanus Jaxten. Youâre gonnaââ
âWill you
shut up
?â Kizabel breaks in. Even though sheâs been yelling at Imway pretty much since I got here, this is the first time sheâs sounded really, actually mad. Imway lets go of her immediately, and she stands up, using her fingers to comb back her hair, which is pretty messed up from the headlock. âCome on. Look at the kid.â
That sick, airless feeling is back, and I feel hot, sort of quivery, like my legs are going to melt. It shouldnât be me out here. The Seat of the Champion is made for people like Imway and Vinneas, and Kizabel, too, people who are smart and brave and amazing. Not some random kid.
âHey, Jaxten,â Kizabel says, coming over to me. âItâs OK.â
Iâm afraid Iâll start crying, which in front of these three would be even worse than throwing up.
âWeâre all scared,â Kizabel is saying. âThatâs why weâre up here.â
âDefinitely,â Imway agrees.
âI donât get it,â I say, shaking my head. Is it that, with me as Champion, theyâre so sure theyâre going to die that they might as well not bother with the sheltersâsave Romeo the trouble, like Bomar said?
âIf the city is hit, it wonât matter whether weâre in the shelters or not,â Vinneas says.
âWhat do you mean?â I look up at him, confused, but all he does is calmly finish his drink.
âVinn.â Thereâs a warning in Kizabelâs voice.
âHeâs been told he has to protect the city, Kiz. He should at least know what heâs defending.â He looks at me. âWhat do you think, Jax? Can I call you Jax?â
Iâm not sure how to answer, but I say, âOK.â
âExcellent,â he says, setting down his cup. âSo hereâs the thing, Jax. Those shelters were built a long time ago, before we knew quite what kind of firepower Romeo had at his disposal. As it turns out, nothing we can build would be strong enough to survive what heâs throwing at us. Down there, up here, weâre all cooked either way. Except for you, of course,â he adds with a grin. âYouâre about the most indestructible thing this side of a black hole.â
âBut if thatâs true, whyââ
âWhy stick you in the Forum, when you could be off with the rest of the defense force?â he says. âTo keep the city running,