same dazed, miserable smile, then drew the cup very carefully toward his fleshy lower lip. When the cup was empty he set it down and at last, very deliberately, stood up and started for the door.
âThatâs true,â Henry said. He felt a mysterious excitement, as though the idea were something heâd drunk. He watched the old man move slowly to his truck, the truck clear and sharp in the starlight, the highway clear and sharp beyond, the woods so clear, dark as they were, that he almost could have counted every needle on the pines. The truck started with a jerk, came straight for the pumps, swerved off and scraped the RETREADS sign, then wandered onto the road.
He found himself scowling at what was left of the pie on his plate, and at last it came to him that it wasnât what he wanted. He scraped it into the garbage can. A dizzy spell came, and he leaned on the sink, frightened, fumbling for his pills.
4
The girl wasnât afraid of him as other people were except for some of the drunks. She was quiet at first, her tongue caught between her lips, but quiet because she was concentrating on her work. As she mastered the grill, the menu, the prices, she began to talk a little. When they were cleaning up at the end of the third day she said, âMr. Soames, do you know a boy named Willard Freund?â
He wiped his brow with the back of his damp arm, the counter rag clutched in his fist. âSure,â he said. âHe stops by now and again. He built that car of his in my garage.â Her hands moved smoothly from the towel-rack to the rinsed cups in the wire web beside the sink. He grinned.
She closed one eye as she wiped the cup in her hand. âHeâs sort of nice. In a way I feel really sorry for him because heâs so nice.â
Henry leaned on the counter, looking out at the darkness, thinking about it. For some reason his mind wandered to the time Callieâs father had stolen the rounds from the schoolmasterâs chairâHenry Soamesâ fatherâs chair. Frank Wells had had that smell on his breath even then, but in those days Callieâs mother hadnât noticed the smell, or had thought of it as something sheâd get around to when the time came. Sheâd had all her mind on Frankâs lean hips and the way he slouched through doors. When Henry Soamesâ fatherâs chair gave out and the old man was weeping like an obscene old woman on the floor, Callieâs mother had said, âWhy, isnât Frank Wells the horridest person, Fats?â Frank had grinned, hearing it, but Henry Soames, sweet little Fats, hadnât understood, of course; heâd choked with disgust because his own father was flopping on the floor with his hairy belly showing, like a pregnant walrus, and couldnât get up. But Callieâs mother had married Frank in the end. (And hunchbacked old Doc Cathey, diabolical, right in his judgment as usual, had said, âHenry, my boy, human beings are animals, just the same as a dog or a cow. You better accept it.â And old Doc Cathey, old even then, had winked and laid his cold-fish hand on Henryâs neck.)
After a minute Henry remembered himself and chuckled, âYes, sir, Willardâs a fine boy, Callie.â He was vaguely conscious that his fingers were drumming on the counter-top as, chuckling uncomfortably again, he glanced about to see that the percolators were clean and the chili put away.
âHe really is the kindest person,â Callie said. âIâve danced with him after the basketball games sometimes. I guess you know he wants to be a race-car driver. I think he could really do it, too. Heâs terrific with a car.â Her hands stopped moving and she glanced at Henryâs chest. âBut his dad wants him to go to Cornell. To the Ag School.â
Henry cleared his throat. âI think heâs mentioned it.â
He tried to picture methodical, sharp-boned Callie dancing with