them all because last night was NewYearâs, but the ones I talked to hadnât seen her. Susan knows lots of people Iâve never met, but maybe Kevin knows some of them.â
âThis is getting us nowhere,â he said again. âShe didnât go off and visit a friend. Something happened to her. If she was visiting a friend, she would have called. Sheâs somewhere where she canât call. Doesnât anybody see that thereâs a problem here?â He turned to Jack. âAnd you tell me the cops wonât look for her because her privacy is more important than her safety. What kind of sense does that make?â
Jack started to answer, but I interrupted him. âKevin, could we talk in another room?â
He looked around as though he wanted someone to tell him what to do. Then he said, âSure,â and he followed me to the kitchen, where I shut the door. We sat at the table.
âWhat is your relationship with Susan?â I started out.
âIf you mean are we sleeping together, yes, we are.â
âThatâs only a small part of what I meant. Are you living together?â
âMore or less.â
âDoes Susan have an apartment of her own?â
âNot anymore. She stays with her folks sometimes for a few days.â
âSo if I asked Susan for her phone number, sheâd give me the one in your apartment.â
âRight.â
âAnd how long has that been true?â
âAlmost a year. She gave up her apartment at the end of January of last year.â
âAnd sheâs always gone home from time to time and stayed overnight?â
âAlways. Sheâs close to her family.â
âWhen I asked you if you were living together, why did you say âmore or lessâ?â
âBecauseâ¦â The question had troubled him. âBecause there was nothing formal between us. We played the your-place-or-mine game for a while and then when her lease came up for renewal, she said it was silly to pay for two apartments when she could stay with me or go home to Brooklyn. So she moved her stuff into my place.â
I could see why it griped him. It hadnât been a matter of âI canât live apart from you any longer.â It had been a matter of convenience, of economy, or so he had made it sound.
âAre you in love with her, Kevin?â
âYes,â he said angrily.
âAnd Susan?â
âWe are in love with each other, OK?â
âKevin, you said before that on the way to Brooklyn you talked about some personal things that had nothing to do with any of us.â
âThatâs right.â
âDo you think those things could have anything to do with her disappearance?â
âI donât see how.â He got up from the table, took a glass out of the cabinet, and filled it with tap water. He stood near the sink drinking it while I wondered whether he was trying to delay my next questions or find an acceptable answer to my last one. Finally he put the glass in the sink. âAnything else?â
âWere you having an argument?â I asked.
âNo, goddammit,â he exploded. âWe werenât having an argument, we werenât fighting, we were on very good terms, and we were having a conversation. And who the hell are you to be asking me all these questions?â
âIâm an amateur,â I admitted, âbut Iâve done someinvestigating, some successful investigating. And I thought you might be more comfortable talking to me than to a crowd.â
âI just want to find her,â he said. âI have a terrible feeling someone came along after I drove away and got her attention and grabbed her. I donât think she ever got inside her motherâs house.â
âWhy do you think that?â
âThat car that was behind me,â he said. âThe reason that I drove off before Susan got to the door. There was a car behind me and