was red and you were in the intersection.â
âOh, God,â she said, closing her eyes. âThe baby?â
âTheyâre both okayâbabyâs fine, Mama had a few bruises. She had the SUV. Your Toyota is toast. They had to use the Jaws of Life to get you out. You donât remember anything?â Clare shook her head. âWell, your head is all right, so I guess itâs just a stroke of luck that you canât remember.â
Clare nodded off again and when she woke Maggiewas still there, holding her hand. She stood from the chair sheâd been using and leaned over the bed. Seeing her there made Clare feel so cherished. Maggie, a lawyer, wife and mother kept a killer schedule. She couldnât imagine that sheâd just drop everything. âHave you been here long?â
âJust a few hours. Today.â
âYou donât have to stay,â Clare whispered.
âIâm going to leave soon,â Maggie said. âI just wanted to be sure youâre back.â
âDid I almost die?â she asked.
âI donât know about that, but your injuries were definitely life threatening. Is the pain terrible?â
It was, but she shook her head. âRoger?â she asked.
Maggie got a look on her face as if she wanted to spit something out. âHeâs been here. Do you want me to leave word that you want to see him?â
She shook her head. âI want him to stay away.â
Maggie obviously couldnât resist a satisfied smile, but all she said was, âSure.â
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As time passed, so slowly, Clare saw the faces of all her loved ones leaning over the bed at one time or another, but they were careful not to tire her. Jason was very emotional. He cried and laid his head on her hand and said, âGod, Ma, I was so scared. If you died, what would I do?â
She said, âYou donât have to worry about that. Iâm not going anywhere.â And she had it on firm authority from the other side. She had things to do. Things to do?
Her younger sister, Sarah, was holding up, but she looked a little wild-eyed behind those thick glasses, as though this close call had terrified her. She had beentwenty-one when their mother died and definitely took it the hardest. Clare touched her hand and said, âItâs okay, sweetie. Itâs going to be okay.â
Sarah gave a wan smile. âThatâs so you,â she said. âYouâre in the hospital, but youâre comforting me. â
Looking at Sarah now, dishwater blond hair pulled severely back, black-rimmed, old-fashioned glasses, no makeupâit was hard to imagine the younger wild child. Maggie and Clare used to call her slut-in-training. Their motherâs death had changed all that; had changed Sarah completely.
But another trauma had changed Clare. It was no coincidence that sheâd be thinking about that quite a lot while in the hospital. After allâsheâd just seen Mike in that ghostlike, after-life appearance heâd made. It caused her life to literally flash before her eyes, sending her back in time over and over.
Right until she was twenty-one Clare had lived a charmed life. Sheâd been a happy kid from a happy marriage, even as the middle child. Maggie was bossy and Sarah had that sense of entitlement that comes from being youngest, but Clare had good looks, humor, intelligence and luck. Sheâd done well in school, been popular and was never afraid. Sheâd hung out with a great group of friends who had all grown up together and at the age of fifteen she fell in love with the star quarterback and homecoming king, Mike Rayburn. He was two years older than she and went to college in Reno, just a short drive from their hometown of Breckenridge, Nevada, a beautiful little town nestled at the base of the majestic Sierras below Lake Tahoe. With the green, plentiful valley filled with crops and grazing animals under snowy peaks, it could pass
Elizabeth Ashby, T. Sue VerSteeg