can get it.
âSo how do you feel about being spanked a little? Does that interest you?â His lips are sculpted, but somehow also soft and sensual, and when they curve into a little smile, the way they are doing now, they make me want to wriggle and touch my sex to soothe its aching. So much for wearing my best knickers. They must already be saturated with juice, Iâm so turned on.
âI think we could enjoy ourselves together, you and I,â he continues. âIâm not offering eternal love and devotion, but we can share a little pleasure and perhaps expand your horizons in a way that doesnât involve flying thousands of miles.â
Those crazy notions caper around my mind again, taunting me with the prospect of what he isnât offering rather than what he is.
âRose?â he queries, swirling his glass in the face of my continued dumbstruck silence.
I want it. Oh, how I want it. And even just the mutual pleasure if I canât have the other thing. But Iâm scared. I feel as if Iâm stuck between reality and some kind of weird dream. I still canât speak, but I take another swig of my gin.
The marquess frowns. Itâs not a cross frown, just a sad little frown, sort of regretful. âIâm sorry. Iâve come on too strong, havenât I?â He tips his head to one side, his dark hair sliding across his shoulders as he lets out a sigh. âLook, donât worry about it. Donât think any more about it. Just finish your gin and weâll say no more about it. It was wrong of me to ask.â
I donât know whether Iâm relieved or disappointed. I felt so close to him for a moment, and God, I wanted it all so much. My heart thudding, I swig down my gin and get to my feet on wobbly legs.
The marquess rises immediately, perfect manners second nature to him. He comes forward as if to escort me to the door,and does so as I make my way toward it, my heart sinking at my own craven lack of daring.
With one hand on the door handle, he touches my face. The contact is so gentle yet so meaningful, I feel quite faint.
âDonât worry, Rose, thereâll be no hard feelings. Itâs just a might-have-been.â He sounds so kind, so ineffably kind that itâs almost like a knife in my heart. âI may have lost all my money and be a poor excuse for an aristocrat, but I do try to behave like a gentleman. Weâll speak no more of this and just go back to a friendly working relationship.â
âNo!â
He stares at me. The frown is a puzzled one now.
âNoâ¦I meanâ¦yes, I am interested. Definitely. Itâs just something thatâs completely out of my experienceâ¦. Yes,â I repeat, aware that Iâm babbling. âIâm definitely interested.â
His stern, elegant face lights up as if the sunâs just come out. He looks happy, genuinely happy, in a way that seems quite astonishing in a man so obviously worldly and experienced.
âSplendid!â He sets down his glass, and leans forward. âIâm so glad.â
Without any warning, he leans down and dusts my lips with a tiny, fleeting kiss.
âFor luck. To seal our agreement.â A wry, strange smile flits across his face. Itâs almost as if heâs surprised somehow, but not by me. âCome then.â
He takes my hand and leads me back toward the fireside.
When he reaches his armchair, he sits down in it, all elegant, languid grace, and draws me between his outstretched thighs. I suddenly feel very small. Like a naughty little girl, and as that registers, I realize itâs exactly what he wants me to feel. Suddenly, Iâm staring at my toes, too embarrassed to look at him, even though heâs the most beautiful thing Iâve ever seen.
âAh, now then, my Roseâ¦â He reaches out, lifts my chin with the tip of his finger and makes me look at him. His browneyes are electric, gleaming and wickedly