heard Nash snort as I tried to sneak by so they wouldn’t notice me or my tears. I had never cried so
much over any other person and it made me hate him a little—or a lot—as he kept talking.
“I mean I’m not picky, I would take her to bed. I just might need to put a bag over her head first or
something.”
That sent the rest of the guys rolling in laughter as the ground beneath me fell away and a sob caught in
my throat. How could I have been so incredibly wrong about someone? Any hope, any thought that he was
different—that any pretty boy could be different—was annihilated with those hateful, harsh words. Words
that forever changed the way I looked at the opposite sex.
Nash Donovan was a beautiful, wicked, and hot flame that burned me when I got too close. He was just
the first stop in a journey dotted by disappointment, but somewhere along the way I found my footing. My
purpose. I just didn’t know that as soon as I did, Nash would manage to turn my world upside down all
over again, and only a fool gets burned twice by the same fire.
CHAPTER 1
Nash
Thanksgiving … Eight years later
My fully restored Dodge Charger was eating up the highway as I raced through the cold Colorado night.
The massive engine was growling angrily in time with my thundering heart and light flurries of snow
dotting the windshield, so I could blame the rapid blinking of my eyes on trying to see through the nasty
road conditions and not the emotion threatening to overtake me. None of it registered, neither did the fact
that I had to be pushing 120 and that terrified holiday traffic was undoubtedly scrambling to get out of my
way. I was in such a fog, such a state of disbelief, that I felt numb and barely aware of what was going on
around me. I had just found my uncle Phil, the one and only parental figure I had in my life, unconscious
on the floor of his hunting cabin. He was cold and still. He looked like a skeleton, skin stretched over bones
that appeared far too fragile. I was racing the “Flight for Life” the park rangers had called in to airlift him to
the emergency room in Denver.
Just to add to the danger of the speeds I was traveling and the way my mind was on anything but the
road in front of me, I put in a panicked call to Cora Lewis, my coworker and close friend. She was all kinds
of take care of business and would rally the troops and get everyone else that mattered the information they
needed without me having to worry about it. She would help take care of me, she always did.
I made it to the hospital in record time and surged into the emergency room on a tidal wave of anxiety
and fear. I was more familiar with these institutional and sterile walls than I wanted to be—one of my
closest friends, my surrogate big brother Rome Archer, had tangled with a bunch of bikers and a bunch of
bullets not too long ago and I had spent hours upon hours nervously pacing these very halls waiting to see
if he was going to pull through. But right now this visit felt like it might define the rest of my life. The
security guard gave me a concerned look. I was used to it. When you had yellow, orange, and red fire
tattooed along each side of your scalp and had ink from your collar to your wrist on each arm, people
tended to think you weren’t really a very nice guy. Funny thing was that I was typically a lot nicer than most
of the guys I loved like brothers, but not right now, and if the nurse who sat behind the desk didn’t tell me
where my uncle was in the next second I was going to straight up lose my shit.
I was just about to breathe fire way hotter than the kind inked all over me when I saw her walking
toward me. She looked like an angel, even though her name was Saint. It fit her, Saint Ford, healer of the
sick and hater of anything and everything having to do with Nash Donovan. She was beautiful,
breathtaking, absolutely despised me, and made no secret about it. I had run into her more than once
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