you tried to talk to Sylviaâyou slipped, and slid, and didnât get anywhere at all. Gay made a determined attempt to get back to Francis.
âWe werenât really talking about how old anyone was. I donât care whether Francis is fourteen, or forty, or four hundred. I want to know what heâs like to live with. Is he fond of youâis he nice to youâare you fond of him?â
Sylvia smiled a little consciously.
âOh, well, heâs in love with me.â
âPeople arenât always nice to you when theyâre in love with you.â Gay was remembering Julian Carr who had made such a frightful scene when she said she wouldnât marry him. âAnd theyâre not always fond of you either.â And she didnât know how she knew that, but she did know it.
âItâs the same thing,â said Sylvia in a puzzled voice.
âYouâre very lucky if it is,â said Gay with a wisdom beyond her years. âBut if it really is the same thing with Francis, then you havenât got to bother at all, because you can just go straight home and tell him, and he can deal with the blue pencilâstamp on it, or push its face in. Anyhow you wonât have to bother any more.â
Sylvia looked lovely and mournful. She shook her head.
âIt wouldnât do at all, darling.â
âWhy wouldnât it?â
âOh, it wouldnât . You donât know Francis.â
Gay blew up.
âIs that my fault? I keep asking you what heâs like, and youâre about as much use as a jelly that hasnât jelled! Why wouldnât it do to tell Francis?â
Sylvia appeared to reflect. The unusual effort brought a tiny line to her white brow.
âHeâd be angry,â she said at last.
âThat wonât hurt you,â said Gay. âYouâd much better tell him.â
Sylvia shook her head again.
âI canât.â
âIâll do it for you if you like,â said Gay handsomely. âI could do it most awfully well, because I could begin by telling him that you were the worldâs prize fool and couldnât help getting into some mess or other. And then I could tell him about this particular messâand of course heâd see that it was up to him to get you out of it.â
Sylvia stood up, and stood trembling. It was as if she had begun to run away and then lost heart, or strength, or nerveâperhaps all three. She said with twitching lips,
âDonât tell him! Donâtâdonâtâ donât!â
Gay came over to her and put her back in her chair.
âSit down,â she said, âand donât be an ass. To begin with, I donât know anything to tell, and to go on withââ
Sylvia clutched at her wrist.
âYou mustnât tell Francis! If I could tell him, I wouldnât have come to you. Promise me you wonât ever tell.â
âI wonât promise,â said Gay soberly, âbut I wonât tell.â She removed her wrist and stood back again. âThe question is, are you going to tell me? Because if youâre not, Iâll be getting along.â
The faint, lovely colour returned to Sylviaâs cheek. She drew a long breath and sat back.
âOh, darling, donât go! I want to tell you.â
âThen get on with it,â said Gay.
Sylvia looked up, and down again.
âItâs so difficult. You see, one of the reasons I canât tell Francis is that he said I was never, never, never to play cards for money. They play a lot, you know, in his set, and the points are dreadfully high, and he said I wasnât to ever, becauseâwell, it was after heâd been my partner one night at contract and we lost eight hundred pounds, and he said he wasnât a millionaire, and even if he was he couldnât bear the strain, and a lot of things like that.â
Gay felt some sympathy for Francis Colesborough. She had played