think. Today she had a lot to mull over. Her discovery about Josieâs feelings that she had settled for the next best thing still bothered her. Sheâd never imagined that Josie might have been in love with someone else.
Now that she thought back to four years ago, she remembered Josie seeming happy all summer. At the time, all she would say was that sheâd had her first kiss and was in love. Rani thought it had to be Ted because he had been in love with Josie for years. But it must have been Charlie Simmons, and things hadnât worked out. And soon after Charlieâs departure from the Cove, Josie had agreed to marry Ted after putting him off for so long.
Today she had learned the truth. Josie had settled for somethingâsome one âshe didnât want. How could she have done that? She must have thought she was doing the right thing, but sheâd been wrong. And she was wrong about something else. Being an old maid wasnât the worst thing that could happen to a woman. To Raniâs way of thinking, being married to someone you didnât love was far worse.
She squared her shoulders, clenched her fists at her side, and looked down at Scout. âI promise you, Scout, I will never settle for second best, even if it means I never get married.â
From the moment he rode into Cades Cove a peace like he hadnât experienced in years came over Matthew Jackson. He pulled his horse to a stop and breathed in the sweet scent of mountain laurel drifting on the air. It smelled like home. He was back where his heart had remained.
Had it really been twenty years since he left the Cove? He closed his eyes and tried to recall every memory of the days following the death of his drunkard father. Even now the thought of the life he, his mother, and his little brother had endured made the old anger heâd tried to bury resurface. With his father drunk most of the time, survival had been hard. But his mother had seen to it that there was always food on the table. Then their lives had taken a turn for the worse when a tavern brawl had ended with his father lying dead of a gunshot wound.
Matthew had been almost ten years old at the time, but overnight he became the man of the family. Heâd turned to a newcomer in the Cove, Anna Prentiss. Of course she was Anna Martin now. But to him sheâd always be the angel whoâd found a place for his family to live and had seen they were taken care of.
He even remembered the last words heâd spoken to her the day they left the Cove. She stood beside the wagon loaded with his familyâs few belongings, and heâd said, âIâll be back here someday.â And now, thanks to the money heâd saved working for the Little River Company, he had returned with the deed to his old homestead in his pocket.
But would the people of the Cove welcome the return of Luke Jacksonâs son? His father had been a troublemaker and a bully, not to mention an abuser of his wife and children. The sturdy mountain folks didnât have time for a man who didnât take care of his family. As his mother used to say, people have long memories, and he was sure they could recall every one of his fatherâs misdeeds. Now he was about to see if those memories had labeled him a neâer-do-well like his father.
He could count on one hand the folks who would welcome him back. Simon and Anna Martin. Granny Lawson. They were the ones who made his childhood bearable, and he could hardly wait to see them. But first things first. He had to go to the place where he was born and fulfill a promise heâd made to his dying mother fifteen years ago.
Heâd leaned close to her frail, fever-ridden body to catch her last words spoken in that familiar mountain twang: âWhen you git back to the Cove, see ifân my mountain laurel bush is still there, the one yore pa planted for me when we was first married.â
After all the heartache his father