she thought, Bastard. Selfish bastard. âItâs better the cancer took him quickrather than letting him linger. He wouldâve hated that and it wouldâve been harder on you.â
âOne way or the other, itâs done.â She smoothed the wide, circling brim of her hat, settled it on her head. âIâve got animals and people depending on me. The hands need to see, right now, that Iâm in charge. That Mercy Ranch is still being run by a Mercy.â
âYou do what you have to do, then.â Years of experience had taught Bess that what was fitting didnât hold much water when it came to ranch business. âBut you be back by suppertime. Youâre going to sit down and eat decent.â
âClear these people out of the house, and I will.â
She started out, turning left toward the back stairs. They wound down the east wing of the house and allowed her to slip into the mudroom. Even there she could hear the beehive buzz of conversations from the other rooms, the occasional roll of laughter. Resenting all of it, she slammed out the door, then pulled up short when she saw the two men smoking companionably on the side porch.
Her gaze narrowed on the older man and the bottle of beer dangling from his fingers. âEnjoying yourself, Ham?â
Sarcasm from Willa didnât ruffle Hamilton Dawson. Heâd put her up on her first pony, had wrapped her head after her first spill. Heâd taught her how to use a rope, shoot a rifle, and dress a deer. Now he merely fit his cigarette into the little hole surrounded by grizzled hair and blew out a smoke ring.
âItâsââanother smoke ring formedââa pretty afternoon.â
âI want the fence checked along the northwest boundary.â
âBeen done,â he said placidly, and continued to lean on the rail, a short, stocky man on legs curved like a wishbone. He was ranch foreman and figured he knew what needed to be done as well as Willa did. âGot a crew out making repairs. Sent Brewster and Pickles up the high country. We lost a couple head up there. Looks like cougar.â Another drag, another stream of smoke. âBrewsterâll take care of it. Likes to shoot things.â
âI want to talk to him when he gets back.â
âI expect you will.â He straightened up from the rail, adjusted his mud-colored dishrag of a hat. âItâs weaning time.â
âYes, I know.â
He expected she did, and nodded again. âIâll go check on the fence crew. Sorry about your pa, Will.â
She knew those simple words tacked onto ranch business were more sincere and personal than the acres of flowers sent by strangers. âIâll ride out later.â
He nodded, to her, to the man beside him, then hitched his bowlegged way toward his rig.
âHow are you holding up, Will?â
She shrugged a shoulder, frustrated that she didnât know what to do next. âI want it to be tomorrow,â she said. âTomorrowâll be easier, donât you think, Nate?â
Because he didnât want to tell her the answer was no, he tipped back his beer. He was there for her, as a friend, a fellow rancher, a neighbor. He was also there as Jack Mercyâs lawyer, and he knew that before too much more time passed he was going to shatter the woman standing beside him.
âLetâs take a walk.â He set the beer down on the rail, took Willaâs arm. âMy legs need stretching.â
He had a lot of them. Nathan Torrence was a tall one. Heâd hit six two at seventeen and had kept growing. Now, at thirty-three, he was six six and lanky with it. Hair the color of wheat straw curled under his hat. His eyes were as blue as the Montana sky in a face handsomely scored by wind and sun. At the end of long arms were big hands. At the end of long legs were big feet. Despite them, he was surprisingly graceful.
He looked like a cowboy, walked like a