guess.â
âBut irritating.â Nelda handed me her plate. âItâs late. I need to be getting home. The kids will have torn the blinds down by now.â
âI need to be going too. Iâll see about Mom and Pop.â
Pop had wheeled to where Mom and my cousin Mack were waiting. Mack was acting as chauffeur today, and I appreciated it. Heâd see my parents got home all right. The party was over, but I still had to clean up.
I stared at the huge bunches of balloons. âWhat am I going to do with those?â
âLeave those to me.â Nelda grabbed the party favors. âIâll get Jim Jr. to help, and weâll drop them off at The Gardens. The residents will love them.â
âDo you think the messages are appropriate for an assisted living facility?â
âDonât worry about that. Trust me, theyâll love them, and if it isnât someoneâs birthday now, it will be soon. Birthdays roll around there faster than cockroaches on rollerblades.â
Nelda and her son, Jim Jr., did volunteer work at The Gardens; I was delighted to let them take the balloons. We carried the leftover cake and punch to the break room for the library staff.
Jim Jr. arrived by the time weâd emptied the trash and run the vacuum. We carried the balloons out to his van, and he and Nelda drove off, balloons whipping around in the backseat.
I got in my car and drove to the Video Barn, where I rented a couple of Tom Selleck movies. Sam Littletonâs face surfaced to mind, but I pushed it back into the recesses. Yes, he was attractive. Yes, heâd made my heart flutter. But thatâs all there was to it. A chance encounter on my birthday.
I didnât want â or need â any more than that.
I enjoyed my life as it was, thank you. Taking care of my parents, what with their varied health problems, took time â time I didnât begrudge. I enjoyed being with them.
If I lacked anything emotional, Itty Bitty, my two-year-old Maltese, was there to give me Itty kisses, which always made me feel better. I wished my little dog needed outdoor exercise, but he required indoor exercise, so weâd run through the house chasing a ball or playing hide-and-seek. Itty would find me every time, and every time I had to laugh. Heâd sit back on his short little body, cock his rounded head, and stare at me with those black-rimmed, close-set eyes. His feathered ears would droop while his black nose twitched. His high-set tail, covered with a long coat and carried over the back, made a funny sight, indeed. I kept him clipped short for convenience, though I was sure heâd prefer to retain a silky long coat.
Mom and Pop loved the dog, and loved having me with them. I knew they worried that they were putting a crimp in my social life, but I wasnât interested in a relationship at this point. Just give me a good book, or let me visit with Mom and Pop or watch the Discovery Channel, and I was happy. And with my job, I didnât have to buy books retail. I got them from library sales.
Yes, indeed, life was good.
Over the next few days, though, I caught myself wondering if Sam Littleton would be in. He never was â or I didnât spot him. Just as well. Heâd already disrupted my routine more than I liked.
One morning I finished reshelving Daniel Bakerâs stack of books. Heâd retired as head foreman at the handle factory and was indulging in a lifelong goal: reading every Western in the library.
The little man with a bushy mass of snow-white hair grinned at me. âYou need to get in some new Louis LâAmour titles.â He pointed to a volume. âThatâs one Iâve read.â
âMr. LâAmour isnât writing anymore, Mr. Baker.â
His eyes bulged. âWhy not? Manâs got talent. Real talent.â
âMr. LâAmour has passed on.â
He shook his head, shock reflected in his eyes. âAll the good ones
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