at first we donât think much of it. But then this seems worse. Sheâs rocking back and forth and saying sheâs sorry to be groaning, but it makes her feel better so would we please excuse her.
Itâs the middle of the night. Even those mornings when my sister hitchhikes there arenât a lot of cars or buggies way out here, so I say, âIâll get the first horse I find and I can be halfway to town in an hour.â But my sister says that I donât know the towns and I donât know where the doctor lives, and that I should stay with Mother. (Iâm scared. I donât know what to do to help her.) My sister says for me to go get a horse and sheâll ride it.
âWonât you be scared?â
âThis is for Mother.â
Then I get the idea of Mister Boots. I believe himâI did all alongâhe really is a horse. Heâs still limping some, but heâs much better. âI know a horse that, if you fall off, heâll stop and put you back on himself himself. I know a horse you can cluck to and kiss to or tell him in words, or point your chin to where you want to go. Moonlight Blue.â (Of course Moonlight Blue. Iâll have to remember to tell Boots what I named him.)
My sister says âMoonlight Blueâ slowly, and gets this funny look, as if sheâs staring off at some sunset or other.
âIâll be back in ten minutes.â
I donât know for sure if he can help us, but at least heâs sort of a grown-up, and might know what to do. Well, my sisterâs a grown-up, all the way up to twenty, but she sure doesnât seem like it.
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Itâs as if Moonlight Blue knew when he heard me gallop up. I got myself a neighborâs horse and rode to our tree. Heâs there, under the tree, looking as if straight from the moon, black mane and tail, of course four black feet. In this light, his coat is silvery, but I can see heâs what they call a âflea-bit gray,â which is a typical Arab color. A smallish horse, and every rib showing. I reach out, and he blows on my hand like they do. Then he whinnies. He starts way up high and goes way down. I recognize that whinny.
âMister Boots?â
He paws the ground as horses do when they want to say, For heavenâs sake, letâs get on with it.
My sister reaches out to let him blow on her hand. She gets an apple and splits it for him with her own teeth. She rubs his poll and down his nose. (Think of rubbing Mister Bootsâs poll!) After he finishes the apple, he leans low and chews at nothing to show, horse way, that heâll do anything she wants him to, and then he puts his bony forehead against her breast, which is not a good sign, so Iâm glad to see my sister is just as scared to mount up as she always is.
I say, âYou be careful now. I mean it!â Iâm talking to Mister Boots, but my sister says, âI will.â
He lopes the smoothest, most collected-up lope I ever saw, and I know my sister will be all right, at least with the riding part.
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Mother is curled up on the floor by her bed. I wish she would get in it. I curl up next to her, not too close because, with all this pain, she canât bear to be touched. Thereâs nothing I can do but worryâabout her and my sister. I mean, maybe Boots is a bank robber. What if he runs away with her? I guess I donât really think he will, and I guess sheâd have sense enough to jump off if need be. Except she might freeze up and not be able to. Except he did care about our tree.
âRoberta,â my mother says.
(Roberta! This is serious.)
âThereâs things I have to tell you. Things I should have told you before.â
Then she doesnât say anything. Laterâpractically a half hour later, she seems to feel a little better. She gets into bed and sips at the warm water I bring her. (That was all she wanted.) She says, âI worry about you. I