the young man said.
âYou are a real person.â
âYes sir, Mitter Bennett.â
Confused, and not certain now whether heâd really heard Jimmy or not, Sam stumbled out when the doors opened. Behind him, Jimmy called, âHave a good day, Mitter Bennett.â
Sam nodded and gave him a cursory wave, then headed for his office. He passed his secretary on the way in.
âMorninâ, Sam,â she said. âHowâs it going?â
âGood, Sally. Any messages so far?â
âNot yet.â
He stood at her desk and scanned her calendar to see what was on his agenda today. She pulled her chair up and began jotting his appointments on a separate sheet of paper.
âEleven, six, fifty-seven.â
He glanced at her and saw that she was busy writing. âWhat was that?â he asked.
She looked up at him, perplexed. âWhat?â
âDidnât you say something?â He was sweating now. His tie felt too tight; it was constricting his breath.
âI said no messages.â
âNo! After that.â
Slowly, she got up. âSam, are you sure youâre all right? Youâre looking a little pale.â
âIâm fine,â he snapped. âMaybe I need a glass of water.â
âIâll get you one.â
As she headed quickly for the lounge, Sam went into his office and sat down. Things were getting too weird. Nothing made any sense. Sally brought him the water, and he gulped it down, but it didnât do much to help him.
âDo you have a fever?â she asked, touching his forehead maternally.
âNo, I just didnât sleep very well last night. I keep thinking Iâm hearing people talking.â He frowned, realizing what she must be thinking. He was delusional. But he didnât hear any such thought from her. Instead, she repeated, âEleven, six, fifty-seven . . . It has to win. It has to.â
Sam sucked in a breath. âA lottery ticket?â he asked.
The question startled her. She looked as though sheâd just gotten caught stealing. âI didnâtââ
âNo, donât defend yourself,â he said, getting up. âI donât care. I just want to know. Are you trying to win the lottery?â
She looked embarrassed for a moment, then after a few seconds, compressed her lips and threw her chin up. âYes, Sam, I am. You see, I donât make the kind of money you make, so I have to take other opportunities.â
âThe numbers,â he said. âWere they eleven, six, fifty-seven?â Her gasp could have sucked in an insect from the other side of town. âI knew it!â she shouted. âTheyâre winning numbers. First I heard them on the radio. This guy had kids ages eleven and six, and it was fifty-seven degrees when I got up. And those are the numbers of my birthday! And there were eleven red lights on the way to work and six stop signs, and I saw a flock of birds that must have had fifty-sevenââ
He moaned and dropped back down. âSally, this is a stretch. Youâre looking for those numbers, but the chances of your winningââ
âThen how come you just spouted them out to me? Itâs affirmation, Sam! If I wasnât sure before, I am now! The Lord gave me these numbers!â
âSally, the Lord does a lot of things, but I donât think he picks lottery numbers. My understanding is that he isnât big on gambling.â
âWell, you just wait and see,â she said.
âIf I win, heâll see what Iâm worth.â This time her lips didnât move.
There it was again. One of those thoughts. He wiped the sweat from his forehead and covered his ears.
âYou donât look so good, Sam,â she said. âMaybe I should call Kate. She could get you in to see a doctor.â
âI donât need a doctor. Itâs these stupid voices!â
âI had a friend once who kept hearing voices, and it