court.
Funny, the things you remember from your childhood.
I remember standing with Jamie on her tennis court one day. She spilled out a big, wire basket of tennis balls. They rolled all over, and she ordered me to pick them up.
I ran around the court, gathering up tennis balls. And when I filled the basket, she spilled them all out again.
She thought that was a riot. She tossed back her head and laughed. I thought she was really mean.
When I was ten, my family moved away from Shadyside, and I didnât see Jamie for the longest time.
Last year, I heard about her accident. Ididnât know the details. I heard she was at the old Fear Mansion when it was torn down, and she and her friend Lewis fell into the hole for the new foundation. A mountain of dirt started to fall in on them, and they were almost buried alive.
I called Jamie when she finally got home from the hospital. She was surprised to hear from me. She said she couldnât remember the accident at all. She knew that two off-duty cops had rescued her and her friend Lewis.
She said she had a bad hip, which made her limp. But everything else seemed okay. She was totally bummed that she had spent so much time in the hospital in rehab for her leg that she wouldnât be able to graduate with her class. She had to do senior year over again.
We talked on the phone about seeing each other someday, even though we were in different cities. Of course I didnât know then that my life was about to blow up, and that Iâd have to come live with Jamie and her parents for the rest of senior year.
Last week, when I climbed the steps of her front porch, I set down my suitcases and my hamster cage, and I took a deep breath before ringing the bell.
I had a heavy feeling in the pit of my stomach.
What would Jamie be like? I wondered. I knew sheâd still be pretty, with those big, dark eyes and her creamy, pale skin and wavy, black hair.
But would she be glad to see me? Or would she still treat me as the poor cousin she was forced to hang out with?
I raised my finger to the big, brass doorbellâand the door swung open before I could ring it.
Jamie came rushing out and swept me up in a warm hug. She stepped back to look at me. Then hugged me again.
âYou look so fabulous!â she gushed. âIâI canât believe youâre here! Itâs so awesome youâre going to be living here!â
She picked up my heaviest bag. âYouâre tall now,â she said. âI was always taller than you, wasnât I? I remember those awful yellow Reeboks you used to wear, without any laces, right? You thought that was cool or something, but it was so geeky.â
I laughed. âI didnât think youâd remember me at all.â
She narrowed those dark eyes at me. âOf course, I do. I remember everything. I wasbossy then, totally mean to you. I guess it was because you were so quiet and sad-looking and . . . shy.â
âIâm not shy anymore,â I said, grinning.
Itâs true. No one would ever call me shy. For one thing, Iâm really into guys. And I know how to get their attention.
I may not be as pretty and dramatic-looking as Jamie. But guys think Iâm hot.
I like to go out and party and get trashed and get crazy.
It helps me forget how sick my life is.
Wow. When Jamie greeted me like thatâlike a long-lost friendâit meant so much to me. I thought Iâd burst out crying. I really did.
I need Jamie to be my friend. My life has sucked for so long. I need this new start. New friends. New everything.
I picked up the hamster cage and peered inside. Hammy sat in a corner, burrowed down in the wood shavings, staring out at me with those shiny, black eyes.
I knew he was confused, moving to a new home. Well . . . I was confused too. Confused and hurt and angry.
I picked up my other suitcase and waitedfor Jamie to lead the way. She wore an oversize, white T-shirt pulled