Blaiseâs brow with water and smoothed down the brychan around his legs until Geoffrey was ready again.
ââI do not understand, Ellsie,â I said to her, in my anger returning to her childhood name.
ââI do not understand either, Father Blaise,â she answered, her voice not quite breaking. âWhen I awoke I was in the room still surrounded by my sisters, all of whom slept as soundly as before. And that was how I knew it had been but a dream. On my faith in God, more than this there was never between a man and myself.â She stopped and then added as if the admission proved her innocence, âI have dreamed of him every night since but he has not again touched me. He just stands at my bed foot and watches.â
âI put my hands behind me and clasped them to keep them from shaking. âThis sort of thing I have heard of, mother. The girl is blameless. She has been set upon by an incubus, the devil who comes in dreams to seduce the innocent.â
ââWell, she carries the other marks she spoke of,â said Mother Agnes. âThe burns on her cheeks you can see for yourself. I will vouch for the rest.â She draped the cloak again over the girlâs shoulders almost tenderly, then turned to glare at me. âAn incubusânot a humanâyou are sure?â
ââI am sure,â I said, though I was not sure at all. Ellyne had been headstrong about certain things, though how a young man might have trysted with her with Mother Agnes as her abbess, I could not imagine. âBut in her condition she cannot remain in the convent. Leave her here in your parlor, and I will go at once and speak to the king.ââ
Blaiseâs last word faded and he closed his eyes. The abbot leaned over and, dipping his finger into the oil, made the sign of the cross on Blaiseâs forehead. âIn nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus sancti, exstinguatur in te omnis virtus diaboli perâ¦â
Opening his eyes, Blaise cried out, âI am not done. I swear to you I will not the before I have told it all.â
âThen be done with it,â said the abbot. He said it quickly but gently.
âSpeaking to the king was easy. Speaking to his shrewish wife was not. She screamed and blamed me for letting the girl go into the convent, and her husband for permitting Ellyne to stay. She ranted against men and devils indiscriminately. But when I suggested it would be best for Ellyne to return to the palace, the queen refused, declaring her dead.
âAnd so it was that I fostered her to a couple in Carmarthen who were known to me as a closemouthed, devoted, and childless pair. They were of yeoman stock, but as Ellyne had spent the last ten years of her life on the bread, cheese, and prayers of a convent, she would not find their simple farm life a burden. And the farm ran on its own canonical hours: cockâs crow, feed time, milking.
âSo for the last months of her strange pregnancy, she wasâif not exactly happyâat least content. Whether she still dreamed of the devil clothed in sunlight, she did not say. She worked alongside the couple and they loved her as their own.â
Blaise struggled to sit upright in bed.
âDo not fuss,â the abbot said. âGeoffrey and I will help you.â He signaled to the infirmarer who stood, quickly blotting the smudges on his hands along the edges of his robe. Together they helped settle Blaise into a more comfortable position.
âI am fine now,â he said. Then, when Geoffrey was once more standing at the desk, Blaise began again. âIn the ninth month, for the first time, Ellyne became afraid.
ââFather,â she questioned me day after day, âwill the child be human? Will it have a heart? Will it bear a soul?â
âAnd to keep her from sorrow before time, I answered as deviously as I could without actually telling a lie. âWhat else should it be but