hadnât heard for years and years. She imagined herself and David having a nightcap in Marieâs apartment, she imagined David putting his hand on her knee. âI was so glad Iâd changed the sheets,â said Marie. Cheryl sighed.
The real David was dating somebody else, a frizzy-headed math teacher at the community college who didnât even wear any makeup or shave her legs. Her name was Margaret Fine-Manning. She had been married before. But she was young. Last weekend her yellow Datsun had been parked at Davidâs Swiss Chalet apartment from eleven in the morning until nine or ten that night; Cheryl just happened to know this because she had formed the habit of driving past the Swiss Chalets on her way to work, and then maybe if she ran out to the highway to pick up a burger or what she usually got, a fish sandwich, on her lunch hour, and then maybe also on her way home.
David was growing a beard. He looked skinny and picturesque, like a scientist in a documentary, like Jacques Cousteau. He was getting a tan, from sitting by the apartment pool with Margaret Fine-Manning.
And furthermore, David, who used to be so quiet and considerate, was turning mean. He asked Cheryl not to drive by so much, for instance, and he was sarcastic about her making slipcovers. âThatâs a perfect job for you,â David said. âJust making pretty new covers to cover up old rotten furniture. Just covering it all up, thatâs all. Avoiding the issue.â
Cheryl had stared at himâthis conversation took place in broad daylight in the parking lot of the Swiss Chalet Apartments, in early June. âYou must be thinking about upholstery,â Cheryl had said. âI donât do that.â
âNow listen to me,â said Marie. âIâm trying to tell you something.â She stood up and got more gin. âItâs so satisfying to have a relationship with all the cards out on the table.
You donât have to be in love
, Cheryl, is what Iâm trying to tell you. Itâs much better to have a relationship based on give-and-take, on honesty. No big promises, no big regrets. Pay as you go, cash ânâ carry, as Lenny says.â
âI think thatâs awful,â Cheryl said.
âJust
think
about it,â insisted Marie. âHis needs are met, your needs are met. A mature,
adult
relationship. Youâve got to shed this high school attitude and get out in the real world, Cheryl.â
Cheryl sighed, stirring her drink with her fingers. She smiled to herself in the dark.
Because, speaking of high school, there was something that even Marie didnât know. Cherylâs mind went back to three days earlier at the hardware store, where she had gone to buy a new stakeout chain for Bob, heâd torn the old one up completely, you couldnât even imagine how. Anyway, Cheryl had stepped up to the counter with Mary Duke in tow, and who should just happen to be there but Jerry Jarvis, the owner. Jerry Jarvis owned four stores now, he traveled from place to place. You rarely ever ran into him in town anymore.
âHel-lo there!â Jerry had said. He ran his eyes over Cheryl and then slowly back over her again. Cheryl was feeling spacy and insubstantialâshe wore shorts, that day.
âYouâre looking wonderful as always,â Jerry Jarvis said. He probably hadnât realized how fat sheâd been. Cheryl hadnât realized this either. âSo how are things going?â he asked.
âJust fine,â Cheryl said.
âDaddy left us and went to live in the Swiss Chalets,â said Mary Duke.
Later, Cheryl could not figure out what had possessed the child. Normally Mary Duke was
too
quiet, and held too tight to your hand.
âIâm sorry to hear that,â said Jerry Jarvis. But it was plain as day from the way his eyes lit up that he wasnât sorry at all. Heâd always loved herâso he was glad! In fact, that very