musical splintering of glass. He hadnât been there the night his mom and dad were killed in a horrendous collision with an out-of-control semi, but the sounds and the pictures in his mind were so vivid, he might as well have been.
For the millionth time since the accident, a full decade in the past now, Garrett tried to come to terms with the loss of his parents. For the millionth time, it didnât happen.
What would he have given to have them both waiting at the ranch house, just like in the old days?
Just about anything.
âYou fixing to tell me whatâs the matter?â Brogan asked, when a long time had passed. âIâm on duty until eight oâclock tomorrow morning, when Deputy Osburt relieves me. I can sit here and wait till hell freezes over and till the cows come home, if thatâs what I have to do.â
Garrett assessed the situation. Dawn was hours away. The September darkness was weighted with heat, and with Brogan holding the Porscheâs door open like that, the air-conditioning system was of negligible value. He tightened his fingers around the steering wheel again, hard enough to make his knuckles ache.
âI had a bad day, thatâs all,â he said. And a worse night.
Brogan laid a hand on his shoulder. âYou headed for the Silver Spur?â
Garrett nodded, swallowed. He could feel the pull of home, deep inside; he was drawn to it.
âIâm going to follow you as far as the main gate,â Brogan said, after more pondering. âMake sure you get home in one piece.â
Garrett looked at him. âThanks,â he said, without much inflection.
Brogan got out of the Porsche, shut the door, bent to look through the open window again. âMeantime, keep your foot light on the pedal,â he warned. âAbout the lastthing on this earth I want to do right now is roust your big brother from his bed and break the news that you just wrapped yourself around a telephone pole.â
Tate was only a year older than he was, Garrett reflected, and they were about the same height and weight. So why did âbigâ have to preface âbrotherâ? He was pretty sure nobody referred to him as Austinâs âbig brother,â though he had a year on the youngest member of the family, along with a couple of inches and a good twenty pounds.
Garrett waited until Brogan was back in his cruiser before pulling back out onto the highway. The town of Blue River slept just up ahead; the streetlights tripped on, one by one, as he passed beneath them.
At this time of night, even the bars were closed.
As Garrett drove, with his one-man police escort trailing behind him, he thought about Tate, probably spooned up with his pretty fiancée, Libby Remington, in the modest house by the bend in the creek, and felt a brief but bitter stab of envy.
They were happy, those two. So crazy in love that the air around them seemed to buzz with pheromones. Tate and Libby were planning the mother of all weddings for New Yearâs Eve, following that up with a honeymoon cruise in the Greek Islands. The sooner they could give Tateâs six-year-old twin daughters, Audrey and Ava, a baby brother or sister, they figured, the better.
Garrett calculated heâd be an uncle again about nine months and five minutes after the wedding ceremony was over.
The thought made him smile, in spite of everything.
The countryside slipped by.
At the main gates opening onto the Silver Spur, Brogan flashed his headlights once, turned the cruiser back toward town and drove off.
Pushing a button on his dashboard, Garrett watched as the tall iron gates, emblazoned with the name McKettrick, swung open to admit him.
Home, he reflected, as he drove through and up the long driveway leading toward the house. The place where they have to take you in.
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H OW DID ANYBODY MANAGE to sleep in this huge place? Julie Remington wondered, as she flipped on the lights in the daunting kitchen