okay?â
Okay would be stretching it. âHeâs waiting for you up front, hon. I guess his shoulder is banged up a smidgeââand his arm is safety-pinned to his jacket to hold it in placeââbut itâs nothing that would keep him from marrying you today.â True story.
Satisfied, Lena smiled at Rachel, Marlene, Lorna, and the rest of the attendants hovering around the mirror, helping one another straighten straps and smooth hair. âTime to line up, ladies. I need one minute with Emily, and weâll be good to go.â
The girls filed out the door, and then it was just the two of them.
âToday is because of you, Em,â Lena said, squeezing Emilyâs hands. âIf you hadnât been there three years agoâ¦I donât think I would have been able to leave. I wouldnât have found Dean. None of this would be happening today.â
Emilyâs heart gave a soft thud as she looked into her friendâs sweet face. She was so happy, so confident: so different from those first months Emily had known her, when thereâd barely been any light in her eyes at all. Emily had recognized in Lena the kind of quiet despair that had shaped her own life so significantly.
âNo, Lena. Youâd have gotten through it on your own.â She had.
Lena shook her head. âYou were with me through the worst days of my life. And nothing makes me happier than to have you here at my side through the very best one.â
Blinking past her tears, Emily pulled Lena in for a tight hug. âYou deserve this.â
Lena pulled back and, with an arched brow, replied, âYou deserve this too.â
âSomeday, maybe,â Emily said with the smile she wanted Lena to believe. âBut todayâs all yours. Are you ready?â
Her friend blinked back her own tears and nodded quickly.
âThen letâs go.â
Paul was standing at the door, his arm out, waiting to walk his only daughter down the aisle.
Emily adjusted Lenaâs skirt and handed her the bouquet before taking her spot in line ahead of them. The groomsmen whoâd been waiting to the side paired up with bridesmaids.
A text alert vibrated the phone sheâd managed to camouflage within her bouquet, in case of any wedding emergencies. Heart pounding, she checked and, seeing the message was from Jase, stifled a groan.
You got your end done?
Jackass.
She texted back what was bound to be the truth.
Better than you.
Then, with a tilt of her head, she flashed a winsome smile toward the front of the church, where Jase was waiting to walk up with Dean. He saw. The scowl said it all.
The music changed, and a hush fell over the church as the processional began.
Lenaâs words echoed through Emilyâs mind. You deserve this too.
She might, but that would mean inviting someone to get closer than she ever let people get. It would mean opening herself up to something she wasnât so sure she could handle againâ¦whether she deserved it or not.
* * *
âI said it was an accident ,â Emily hissed beneath the celebratory din of laughter, big-band sound, and clinking crystal.
Cold blue eyes fixed on hers, hard and flat. Readable only in their blatant accusation.
Not surprising, considering first, sheâd just skewered the butter-soft leather of Jaseâs tuxedo shoe with her stiletto, and second, when it came to Jase, who was groaning like sheâd just run him over with a tractor, accusation was about the only thing he had to spare for her.
And after ten years of it, Emily had about reached her limit.
âI heard what you said,â Jase growled through clenched teeth.
The implication being that he hadnât missed her omission either. He invariably considered an apology his due, but it absolutely, unequivocally, would not be forthcoming. Because if Jase hadnât been practically tripping over himself trying to avoid physical contact during this stupid,