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    Rachel nodded in sympathy. She knew all about getting by on a small income, since she was supporting herself and her young daughter by turning her former mother-in-law’s house into a bed-and-breakfast. “She still doesn’t understand that her investments aren’t paying off the way they used to?”
    “Understand? She won’t even listen. Says it gives her a headache.”
    Meredith put the kettle on the stove with a little unnecessary force. Rachel was the only person in whom she confided, and Rachel was safe. Their childhood friendship had blossomed into a solid relationship since Rachel moved back to Deer Run.
    “How is she taking Zach Randal’s return?” Rachel lowered her voice, as if Margo King might be lurking around the corner.
    “It’s okay to talk. She’s taking a nap.” Meredith set two mugs on the counter. The late-September day was cool enough to switch from iced tea to hot tea for their afternoon break. “So the rumor mill is turning already, is it?”
    “I’m afraid so.” Rachel hesitated, her usual gentle expression concerned. “If you don’t want to talk about it...”
    “I’d rather talk to you than anyone. I just can’t believe Zach has come back. I never expected to see him again after what my mother did.”
    “Your mother?”
    “You didn’t know? I guess you might not have.” Rachel had still been Amish then, and their childhood friendship had faded by that time. Amish teenage girls were helping their mothers or preparing for marriage at a time when Englisch girls were engrossed in cheerleading and the latest hairstyles.
    The kettle shrieked, a suitable sound for the way Meredith felt. She poured water over the tea bags.
    “My parents didn’t want me involved with Zach, as you can imagine. He was the rebel, constantly in trouble with everyone.”
    She had to smile. It had been such a classic story—like Grease without the music. Or maybe more like West Side Story, even though no one died.
    “When we started getting too serious, my mother came up with a simple plan to get rid of him. I had let him into the house when she wasn’t there, and she claimed money was missing from her desk drawer. She said Zach had taken it, and she threatened to prosecute if he didn’t go away and leave me alone.” The words were as dry as dust in her mouth. “He was ready to leave Deer Run behind, anyway, I suppose. He wanted me to go with him. I said no.” She set the mugs on the table with a clunk and sank into her chair.
    Rachel studied her face for a moment. “Did you love him?”
    A fair question, wasn’t it? In a similar situation, Rachel had run off to marry Ronnie Mason, to the dismay of both their families. It hadn’t turned out well, but at least Rachel had her little Mandy by way of compensation.
    “I thought I did.” Meredith shook her head. No point in evading the truth. “Yes, I loved him. I just didn’t have the courage to go with him.”
    “Maybe you did the best thing.” Rachel’s voice was gentle.
    “I doubt that Zach saw it that way. He ended up branded a thief because of me.” She sucked in a breath. “Now he’s back, and he’s...” She hesitated, trying to find the word to express what she’d sensed from him. “...bitter, I guess. I can’t blame him. I just wish I knew what to say to him.”
    “Maybe you need to tell him how sorry you are. For your sake, if not for his.” Rachel had a way of going to the emotional heart of the matter.
    “I’m not sure he’d want to hear it.” She saw again the dark intensity of his gaze.
    “If he’s not willing to forgive you, then that’s his right.” Rachel still had a typically Amish attitude toward right and wrong. “But you’ll have cleared the slate, and you can move on.”
    Meredith stared down into the amber liquid in her cup, as if she’d see an answer in its depths. “Suppose...suppose I find I don’t want to move on. What if I still have feelings for him?”
    Rachel didn’t speak for a