Jesse attempted to sway Cordâs thinking, telling him that he was needed to work the farm with him and T.G. But Cord knew better than that. Jesse and T.G. could manage very well without him. âI know youâre leavinâ just so Mary Ann and I can have your room,â T.G. told him. âYou know I appreciate it, but I donât want you to leave on my account.â
âYouâre givinâ me too much credit,â Cord said. âI was fixinâ to go ever since my corn crop came in. I wouldnât have cared if you and your little wife had to sleep on the kitchen table.â
âLiar,â T.G. replied. âI know you betterân that.â
Serious again, Cord said, âItâs time I moved on. Thereâs parts of the territory I ainât ever seen, and I reckon Iâm ready nowâmatter of fact, Iâve been thinkinâ that Iâve already stayed too long. Iâve got a little saved up to hold me for a little while till I find something else.â
âItâs that thing with your mother, ainât it?â He could tell by his cousinâs expression that his guess was accurate. âDamn, Cord, thatâs been so long ago youâd do well to let it go for good. That fellerâs most likely dead by now, shot by one of the scum he rides with. You probably donât even remember his name.â
âLevi Creed,â Cord responded. âThatâs his name, and I got a feelinâ heâs still alive. He ainât gonna die till I kill him.â
Frustrated with his cousinâs stoic indifference to probability, T.G. continued to argue. âWhat are you gonna do, just ride from town to town askinâ folks if theyâve seen Levi Creed? That donât make a bit of sense.â
âIâll find him if heâs still standinâ,â Cord said, with a patient smile for his cousin and friend. âGood luck on your weddinâ. Iâm proud of you. Mary Annâs a fine girl, and you might decide you wanna build a house on my motherâs piece of land. That would be all right with me.â There was a familiar sense of finality in his tone that T.G. had learned to recognize over the years. It meant the discussion was over.
The September morning that Cord left his home of seven years dawned cloudy and gray, which somehow seemed appropriate to Nettie Anderson, for it reminded her of the dark circumstances that had brought the doleful young man into her home.
Maybe itâs best he leaves,
she thought, for his presence kept the grief for her daughter always fresh in her mind. She stood by the porch with Cindy, T.G., and Jesse as Cord led his old sorrel up to bid them farewell. He had bought the horse with a little of the money he had saved from his corn crop over the last few years. She watched as Jesse and T.G. gave him a strong handshake, and he turned to face her.
âI wanna thank you for everything you did for me, Grandma,â he said.
âCome here,â she said, fighting back a tear, her arms outstretched. She gave him a firm hug, holding him close for a few moments before stepping back to armâs length where she continued to hold him while she gazed up into his face. It was hard to remember him as the shy, undersized boy she had taken in. Tall and powerfully built, he towered over her. She reached up with one hand and touched the jagged scar running across his forehead, and her tears started in earnest. Wiping her eyes with her apron, she attempted to pull herself together. âYou take care of yourself,â she said. âAnd remember, youâve always got a home here.â
He nodded somberly. Then without another word, he climbed in the saddle and turned the sorrel northward, toward Ogallala, never looking back. The wild little cow town across the Nebraska line was as good a place as any to start his search for Levi Creed. The odds were slim that he would find the murderous outlaw
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