care of you. Itâs my job. You were lucky that the finest gastroenterologist in the entire Western hemisphere happened to be watching you when you started to bring up all that blood.â
âDo you have any idea whatâs wrong with me?â she asked him.
âNot yet. You have very low blood pressure, which iscausing us some serious concern. Your CBC shows that you also have pernicious anemia, which is probably caused by an inability to absorb sufficient quantities of vitamin B12. But neither of those conditions would directly cause you to hemorrhage, and so far we havenât been able to detect any lesions in your digestive tract or any vesicles in your esophagus.â
âIâm not sure I know what any of that means.â
âIt means, simply, that we havenât yet discovered whatâs wrong with you.â
She didnât answer him directly, but turned her face away, so that she was staring at the picture of Jesus. âHe looks sad, donât you think?â
âHave you been feeling at all sick lately?â Frank asked her.
âNo, not exactly. Iâve been feeling . . .
different
.â
âAre you on any medication? Antianxiety agents? Antidepressants? How about diuretics?â
âI take ginger and yarrow, for menstrual cramps.â
âOkay . . . how about alcohol? How much do you drink, on average?â
âA glass of red wine, sometimes. But not very often. I get drunk very easily, and I donât like losing control.â
âStreet drugs?â
âNever. Well, once, but that was over a year ago.â
âTell me about your diet. Are you a vegetarian?â
She nodded, although she still kept her face turned away.
âSometimes strict vegetarians suffer from vitamin B12 deficiency,â Frank told her. âItâs pretty easily sorted, though, with tablets or injections.â
He scribbled a few notes, and then he said, âDr. Gathering tells me youâre very sensitive to sunlight. How long have you suffered from that?â
âI donât know . . . three or four days. Maybe longer. I canât really remember.â
âIs it just your eyes, or is your skin sensitive, too? Do you get a rash or anything like that?â
Susan Fireman shook her head. âI canât go out without my makeup, even if the sunâs not shining.â
âWhat happens if you donât wear makeup?â
âIt
hurts
. It feels like Iâm standing an inch too close to a furnace.â
Frank made a note to talk to Dr. Xavier, the skin specialist. Then he said, âYouâve been having recurrent nightmares, too, I understand?â
Susan Fireman pulled a dismissive face, as if she didnât want to talk about it.
âA recurrent nightmare can sometimes be a symptom of an underlying medical problem. Itâs your body sending a warning to your brain that something might be seriously wrong.â
âI donât know . . . this feels more like a
memory
than a nightmare.â
âYou keep dreaming that youâre on board a ship, is that it? And youâre shut up inside a box, in the dark.â
âNot just shut up. The lidâs screwed down tight. And there are more boxes stacked on top of my box, so that I couldnât possibly get out, even if it
wasnât
.â
âI see. So how do you know youâre on board a ship?â
âBecause I can feel it moving. It pitches up and down, and then it rolls. And I can hear timbers creaking, and the sound of the ocean. Sometimes I hear somebody shouting, in a very singsong way, and that frightens me more than anything else.â
âDo you know who it is?â
Susan Fireman turned back and looked at him. âItâs a boy, by the sound of it. He shouts out something like
tatal nostru
, over and over again. Thereâs a whole lot more but when I wake up I can never remember it.â
âTattle nostrew? Do you have any idea
Tim Lahaye, Jerry B. Jenkins