âIâve heard tell recently, mind, that someoneâs bought it and itâs lived in again. Perhaps it will come into its own again, eh, Miss Mall?â
âI havenât been near the place since that time Daniel locked me in somewhere there and wouldnât let me out.â
âAye, and a good thrashing he got from his father on account of it. That wasnât long before his parents were taken by the smallpox. His parents. Your uncle. And half the folk of Llanglyn. So Daniel came to live beneath the same roof as you, and that was the beginning of it, wasnât it?â
Mally nodded. âMaria got so jealous and furious because we wouldnât play with her. Weâd go sneaking off, hoping that she hadnât seen us. But she usually found us in the end, and spoiled all our games by insisting on having everything her own way. Poor Maria.â Mally finished the milk. âLucyâwhy is Mother here?â
âI donât know.â Lucy got to her feet.
âDidnât she say anything to you?â
âNo.â
Mally glanced at the curtained windows. âShe must have said something.â
âOnly when I asked her if theyâd caught the murderer. She looked fit to burst into tears and said that they hadnât. Then she went and locked herself in the Green Room.â
âI know, Digby told me.â
âSheâs very upset about it,â said Lucy heavily, âas I am myself. And as you are too, if Iâm not mistaken.â
âDonât you miss anything?â
âNot where my lamb is concerned. Iâve seen you jump when a door banged, and glance over your shoulder where the shadows are darker. And itâs only since the murder.â
âI know, and Iâm disgusted with myself for giving in like this. Oh, I
wish
Mother had let us know she was coming, for sheâs managed to unsettle me all over again now.â
âWell, you know your mam, Miss Mall, sheâs a creature of impulse if ever I knew one.â Lucy smiled reassuringly. âMy, your hair stayed in a treat tonight. Iâll warrant Sir Christopher was the proudest man there.â
âIt went very well until the usual subject cropped up on the way home. It was the naming of the house this time.â
âWell, sweeting, you
were
a little tactless there, werenât you?â
âI know. Lucy, do you like him?â
âSir Christopher? But of course I do, I like him very much.â Lucy unpinned the intricate curls and dropped the pins into a porcelain dish. âBut perhaps heâs not for you.â
âWhy do you say that?â
âBecause it seems to my old eyes that he wants a blushing bride who behaves like a maid in the midst of her first love. If that is what he wants, then he shouldnât be marrying the widow of his best friend, now should he?â
Mally looked at the emerald ring on her finger, turning it so that the flames caught it in flashes of deep green. âI love him.â
âI know you do, but do you love him enough and in the right way?â
Mally removed the ring and pulled off her white evening gloves. The ring felt cold when at last she replaced it. âI want to marry him, Lucy.â
âThen carry on as you now do, biting back each unwary word, concealing the truth of how you feel deep inside, and enduring his behavior when he senses you are not being honest with him.â
âYou make it sound like a life sentence, not marriage.â
Lucy glanced down at her and said nothing, picking up the hairbrush and brushing the dark hair until it crackled.
When at last Mally was ready to climb into the warmed bed with its lavender-scented sheets, the dawn had turned from gray to silver outside. She lay back, watching Lucy draw the heavy velvet curtains around the bed.
âI wonder if someone
has
bought Castell Melyn? Would you go there again if they had? In the springtime?â
Lucy smiled