in that I shared with Linda has me wired for sound and I am ready to take some frustration out on Sandy.
I make my way to the side of the bed and viciously grab a handful of Sandy’s hair at the roots. “I’m going to fuck your brains out while I think about that hot ass boss of mine!”
Sandy shakes her head yes as a tear rolls down her cheek. The handful of hair I’m gripping probably feels like it is going to come off of her head and into my hand. The tears are a result of not only pain, but the degradation she is feeling.
I am just getting started and my sadistic streak is already rearing its ugly head. She will need to be certain not to push my buttons tonight. I’m sure she can detect I’m in a mood, and it isn’t a good one.
I hiss right in her face, “You are such a desperate bitch that you are going to let me fuck you while I fantasize about her? That is pretty damn desperate!”
Sandy shakes her head yes, not wanting to get on my bad side. I can be vicious when it comes to degradation. I’m one of those Doms who can cut you down with just a few words. And the more demeaning I am, the wetter she gets.
I have always had that effect on her and, truth be told, she cares a lot more about me than I do her. To me, this is playing, nothing more… nothing less.
I dig my nails into her, positioning myself right at her opening and slam into her I close my eyes and imagine that it is Linda begging me to let her come.
“Don’t you dare, bitch!”
The more I devalue her, the more turned on she gets; it’s her kink. It’s just how Sandy is wired. Degradation and humiliation turn her on so she is the perfect fit for my mood tonight.
Though I don’t normally incorporate degradation and humiliation to this extent, I am tonight. Unfortunately, the fact that it isn’t Linda in my bed is frustrating the hell out of me. It is like a little miniature dog nipping at my heels; I can’t shake it.
It is pissing me off that I can’t control how I feel when it comes to Linda which only makes me more determined to get her under my control by any means necessary.
My thoughts are interrupted by Sandy’s screams, begging me to let her come.
“Yeah Sandy, come, and then get the fuck out of my house!”
Linda
I lie in bed, stroking a large dildo up and down my soaked opening. As hard as I had tried to shake my earlier run in with David, I just couldn’t seem to do so.
I close my eyes and imagine he is in the room and mandating instructions in my ear.
“Such a good girl, that’s it, you just let me watch you pleasure yourself.”
Over and over, I imagine the suited Dom I had been subjugated to and, over and over, my body thrashes about in pleasure. It has been a long time since I have been this turned on or this spent due to orgasms. There would be no problem sleeping tonight, that is for sure.
I’m not going to try and wrap my head around why I am so turned on. I damn sure am not going to beat myself up about it—I’m owning it. I’m in the moment and I’m going to use the excitement I feel about smelling the orange oil and leather in the dungeon to meet my sexual needs right now. It isn’t like he is going to know what I’m doing. I will never admit to anyone how turned on that dungeon is making me—how turned on David is making me…
Chapter Five
Linda
I am going out of my way to stay away from David today.
I have never been one to allow a man to get in the way of business. This TV show has the potential to be a major hit and if that happens, it will put me on the map with some major high rollers.
There is no way that I am going to allow David, or anyone else, threaten my chance at success. I have worked too long and too hard to ever let a man get in my way.
Being distracted isn’t an option for me and I am one of the few women I know who can push a distraction out of my head for the sake of business. That is exactly what I am doing today.
I did get a good night’s sleep so I