Julia had spent the year in Boston. Sheâd left her finishing school and come on the train to visit Mandy for the summer. Theyâd shared the small room that had been spartan before Juliaâs arrival and now was filled to overflowing with lacy underwear, bottles of perfume, dresses, hats, traveling suits, even a riding habit. Julia never traveled light. There was almost no space left between the rough-hewn walls of the cabin and Mandyâs narrow, slatted bed with its trundle beneath, but Julia made use of every inch. She paced the room like a caged cat.
âFatherâs been trying to run my life for years,â Julia said hotly, her slim arms akimbo. âBut heâs never succeeded, and heâs not going to this time.â
If Julia hadnât been so distraught, Mandy might have smiled. Sheâs every bit the governorâs daughter, Mandy thought. It was the way she always pictured her cousinâhaughty and arrogant, wild, reckless, and passionately headstrong when
convinced she was right. Storming about the room, Julia alternated between biting her bottom lip uncertainly and pressing both together in a determined line.
âI know how you must feel, Julia,â Mandy said, getting caught up in Juliaâs indignation. âI know how much you love Jason. I wish there were something we could do.â
âYou canât know how I feel! Youâve never been in love. Youâve never even had a beau!â
The words stung like a slap. Mandy glanced away. More than a year older than her cousin, Mandy had never done more than dance with some of the local boys, and that had been at best a tolerable experience. A few young men, mostly soldiers, had attempted to court her, but her father always discouraged them. Of course that would all change one day, she told herself. Sheâd leave Fort Laramie and experience life, be her own person againâthe way-she used to be, before her mother died and her father became so strict and forbidding.
Julia stopped pacing and turned, her expression softer. âIâm sorry, Mandy. That was a rotten thing to say. I guess Iâm just a little upset.â
Mandy thought âupsetâ was a bit of an understatement.
Julia lifted a ruffled petticoat strewn across the bed and fingered the lace absently. âI wish Iâd never written that letter to my father.â
âYour father would have found out about Jason sooner or later. And when you didnât return to Boston, heâd have been worried sick. Heâd probably have called out the cavalry and then youâd really have been in trouble.â
Julia flashed a quick, uncertain smile. âI guess youâre right,â she said. She walked to Mandyâs chair, sighing.
âSomeday, when you fall in love, youâll understand why I canât let Jason go. Heâs the most wonderful man Iâve ever met. He isnât like the othersâand believe me, I ought to know! Jasonâs kind and considerate. Heâs charmingâand handsome. He loves me and I love him!â She clenched her small fists and whirled away. âDamn it, Mandy, I wonât go to California and leave him behind!â
Mandy wished things could be different. Uncle William had always been a good man, but an ambitious one. Heâd had no time for his daughter, yet heâd always tried to do what was best for her. But Julia was stubborn and wild, her reputation notorious. Her escapades had made headlines all over the country. She was considered âa woman of legendary beauty,â and men everywhere fell at her feet. Jason Michaels hadnât. Maybe that was why Julia had fallen in love with him.
âWhat about the way youâre used to living?â Mandy asked, broaching a problem she was sure Uncle William had considered. âYouâve always had everything you want. How are you going to handle being an Army wife?â
âIn a year Iâll have my own