quickly formed a mental image. âA tall blonde with long legs and pots of moneyââ
âYouâre making it up.â
âNo, Iâm not. Her nameâs Helen, she lives in Norfolk somewhereââ
âThere you are, then.â
âWhat?â
âSheâs in Norfolk â Iâm two minutes walk up the lane. End of story.â She laughed again, then covered the mouthpiece and spoke to somebody in the background.
I twiddled the telephone cord in my fingers and wiped a cobweb from the wall. I jiggled my foot. I told myself to ignore it, forget it, donât let it bother you ⦠but I couldnât. This thing with Bill and Dominic was getting out of hand. It used to be funny â Dear Trish, My best friend fancies my older brother, what should I do? Yeah, it used to be funny, when Bill was ten and Dominic was fourteen. But it wasnât funny any more, because Bill wasnât joking any more. She really meant it. And that bothered me. The trouble was, if I told her what I really thought sheâd just laugh it off. Sheâd say â oh, come on, Cait, donât be so bloody serious all the time, itâs just a bit of fun, girl â¦
So, right or wrong, I just went along with it.
âCait?â
âYeah, who was that?â
âWhat?â
âI thought you were talking to someone.â
âNah, itâs the telly. I was just turning it down. Anyway,are you still all right for tomorrow?â
âWhat time?â
âIâll meet you at the bus stop at twoââ
âWhy donât I come round to your place? We can walk over together.â
âNo, I have to go somewhere first. Iâll meet you at two.â
âThe bus goes at ten to.â
âAll right, quarter to, then. What are you wearing?â
âWearing? I donât know, nothing special â why?â
âNo reason, I just thought itâd be fun to spice it up for a change.â
âSpice it up?â
âYou know, skirt, heels, skinny top â¦â
I laughed. âWeâre only going to Moulton.â
âYeah, well ⦠you look nice when you get dressed up. You should do it more often. You canât wear those worn-out shorts and a T-shirt all the time.â
âI donât .â
âYes, you do. Shorts and a T-shirt in summer, jeans and a jumper in winterââ
âWhatâs wrong with that?â
âNothing â all Iâm saying is, youâve got to make an effort now and then. Show a bit of leg, bit of belly, slap a bit of lippy on, you know â¦â
âWeâll see. Maybe â¦â
âOh, go on, Cait. Itâll be a laugh.â
âI said maybeââ
âYou never know, we might bump into someone decent ⦠whatâs Dom doing tomorrow? Bumpety bumpââ
âLook, Billââ
âOops â gotta go. I think I heard Mum coming back and Iâve still got a ciggy going. Iâll see you tomorrow at twoââ
âQuarter toâ Bill?â
But sheâd already hung up.
I put the phone down and went into the kitchen. The house was quiet. Faint sounds drifted in the silence â the soft tap-tapping of Dadâs keyboard, the drone of an aeroplane high in the sky, the distant cry of a lone gull. Through the window I could see the container ship drifting round the Point, its vast grey hulk weighed down with a cargo of multicoloured metal crates. The sky above it was clouding over a little but the sun was still warm and bright, bathing the island in a gauze of pale pink.
I like this time of day. When the light glows softly and thereâs a sense of sleepiness to the air â itâs as if the island is breathing out after a long hard day, getting ready for the night. During the summer I often sit in the kitchen for an hour or two, just watching the sky change colour as the sun goes down, but that evening I