which meant she was stuck with this job unless another one worked out. She had an interview tomorrow, but she just couldnât seem to getexcited about it as she had with the Fergusons. There was something about Jana and her situation that pulled at her. The wariness mixed with a touch of sadness made her yearn to help the child. She knew what it was like to lose someone special. At least being a waitress would pay the bills, and she could go to school the spring semester. But her student loans were mounting up. It would be years until she paid them off, and there were so many places she wanted to see.
Taking a sip of her tea, she leaned back and closed her eyes, relishing the rest before she left the café.
Someone cleared his throat. âMs. Michaels?â
Alexaâs eyes flew open to stare up into Ian Fergusonâs handsome faceâthe same face that had plagued a few nightsâ dreams. For a brief moment, no words came to her mind.
âAre you all right?â
âWhat are you doing here, Mr. Ferguson?â
He grinned. âI could say I stopped by for lunch.â
âItâs two-thirty. A little late for lunch. Besides, Iâm off the clock now. Youâll have to get another waitress.â
âI came to see you.â
Her heart fluttered, but she squashed that fast. Had he reconsidered about giving her the job? No, it didnât make any difference. There was a reason she didnât get the job. She got the impression they would butt heads over what to do, and he was smart enough to have figured that out. Learning didnât have to happen on a strict schedule, and she wasnât going to change her philosophy because he thought it should. âWhy, Mr. Ferguson?â
He slipped into the booth across from her. âIan, please. My daughter has already reminded me lately Iâm old in her eyes. Mr. Ferguson only reinforces that.â
âOld? What are you? Forty?â
He grimaced. âThirty-six.â He paused a moment, then leaned toward her. âAre you still interested in the job?â
âWhy? What happened to the woman you hired?â
âAccording to Jana she was Attila the Hun going through menopause. I didnât even know my daughter knew what menopause was.â
For a few seconds she suppressed the urge to chuckle, but his perplexed expression coaxed it from her. âYouâd be surprised what young girls know today.â
âIâm discovering that a lot lately. My little girl is starting to disappear. Sheâll be eleven in a couple of months, and Iâm not ready for her to grow up.â
âBefore you know it, sheâll be a teenager.â
âWhich really sends a chill through my body.â
âDonât let her know. A teen can smell fear and use it to her advantage. It wasnât that long ago that I was one of those creatures.â She gave him a smile and a wink.
âJust how old are you?â
âDonât you know that youâre not supposed to ask a woman that? Or for that matter, a job applicant,â she said in a teasing tone.
He swallowed hard and averted his gaze for a moment, staring across the café as though trying to decide what to say next.
âIâm twenty-three.â
âYouâre right. It hasnât been that long since you were a teen,â he said almost to himself.
âLong enough. So what do you want?â
âIâd like to try you out as Janaâs nanny/tutor.â
Her hand around her cup of tea tightened. âI have a job interview tomorrow with a couple who have three boys. Theyâre friends of the people I worked for as a nanny.â
âI understand.â Ian leaned back in the booth, but there was nothing relaxing about his ramrod posture.
Alexa folded her arms on the table. âLetâs be honest with each other. I got the distinct impression you didnât want me for the job. I think our approaches to life