though I just had a bagel. If counselors qualified for free breakfast, Iâd be all over that. Nature takes place in a classroom with southern exposure. All sorts of plants are growing in ceramic pots along the counter that runs under the windows. Today weâre learning how to repot plants. Then everyone will decorate a pot. At the end of the summer, the kids will get to take their plants home. âItâs very important that you water your plant right afteryou repot it,â the nature instructor explains to the group. Heâs repotting a plant on a table in the front of the room for everyone to watch before they repot theirs. âPlants are in trauma when their pot is changed. Make sure you give them plenty of water right away.â After the demo, the girls begin prepping their areas to repot their plants. They spread newspaper on the floor. They bring watering cans over to their stations. Momo digs her trowel into a bucket of soil, then pulls too hard when she scoops the soil out. Soil goes flying all over her shirt. She tries to rub it off, but then she has streaks of soil down her white shirt. This is why every camper is required to keep a change of clothes in the main office. âCome on,â I tell her. âLetâs go change.â âMy shirt is ruined.â âNo itâs not. That soil will come out in the wash.â âAre you sure?â Momo sounds more worried than she should be about getting her shirt dirty. âAbsolutely.â âGood. My mom would be mad if I ruined another shirt.â We go to the main office. Cecelia makes pouty lips at Momoâs shirt. âYour nice white shirt,â she sympathizes. âIâm always spilling things on my white shirts.â âTell me about it,â I mumble. The white top thatAddison spilled punch on was permanently stained. And that was my only presentable top until Darcy gave me all those fancy clothes. âCan we grab Momoâs backup shirt?â âYou bet.â Cecelia unlocks the door to a storage room and returns with Momoâs extra shirt. âJust have your mom send another clean shirt with you to camp tomorrow, okay?â Cecelia instructs Momo. âOkay,â Momo says. âOr I can call her for you.â âNo!â Momo yells. âItâs okay. I wonât forget to tell her.â âAll righty then.â Cecelia throws me a look. I press my lips together to prevent myself from saying something I shouldnât. At least in front of Momo. We find an empty classroom where Momo can change. The girls usually have no problem changing in front of one another. On days when we go to the public pool, they all take their clothes off to change into bathing suits in the same room. But Momo darts to the corner to change into her clean shirt. She faces away from me, hunkered down. âCan you not look?â she says. I turn away from her. âIâm not looking.â She changes quickly. On the way back to nature, we stop at her locker to put her dirty shirt in her backpack. âAre you sure this dirt will come out?â she asks me again. âYes. Just tell your mom to wash the shirt in hot water.â âMaybe she didnât do that last time.â âWhat happened last time?â Momo pauses for a second. Then she runs back into nature without answering me. I follow her in, lingering near the door. The last thing I want to do is crowd Momo and scare her off from telling me something I should know. Iâm getting worried about her. Most of the time she seems fine. She gets along with everyone. She acts like a normal girl. But sometimes sheâll say or do something that seems a little off. Something that strikes a familiar chord. She jumped a mile when a metal tub fell in arts and crafts. Then she ran over to the water fountain, sweaty and shaken. Her reaction reminded me of how panicked I was when that guy grabbed me at